many things happen during this few months..
time is indeed running fast.
i had missed out on alot of things but i do feel happier now than before:)
even though i have lost the lady whom used to be there throughout my darkest time,
but i have learnt to pick myself up,
to go on without you,
to accept the fact that i have really lost you.
your bday is approaching,
i wouldnt be wishin u,
but that doesnt mean i have forgotten u.
i jus knew what u wanted me to do 2yrs back when u have decided to leave.
:) i miss you.
i wish i had e chance to talk to you still.<3
taaaa-daaaa!
time flies and now is already the month of october:)
i still have less than two months to go,
im nervous,
im excited..
maybe throughout all these month i have learnt to see,
to see what should be called priority and what i shld not bothered.
becoming a mother myself is no longer a joke,
i wanna give little chloe the best i could.
many have said that i resemble daddy,
but i wanna make a change,
i wouldn wan to follow his footstep..
throughout all these years,
i have been living in denial.
i lied to myself that i have e best dad in this world.
i lied that he didnt mean to leave.
but i was wrong.
ive learnt that he is indeed jus so useless.
i tell myself im a 20yrs old kid now,
i no longer wan to dwell back in e past.
i have to moved on.
and im indeed trying.
i have learnt to forgo,
and take thing easy..
im still trying & still learning to grow up.
maybe i have straightened my thoughts,
i have seen it all,
time to go on,
to move on,
to learn to achieve what ive lost.
to be happier in life:)
