finally i get to upload photos(:.
well i have so many things to say.
and i shall start right now.


firstly,
katherine & xiuting-
both of u are having conflict and why xiuting u must drag me in?
i dun even noe wad is happening between u two.
if just because im kat's fren and tt causes you not wanting to be my didi anymore.
than i will respect ur decision.
i am realli shocked by ur tag in my tagboard.
if its because of this,
and break our friendship up,
than i realli have nth to sae.
when i message you,
you dun even want to reply me now.
i know you have already grown up.
and in ur life,
there's no longer any jo,kat or even germ anymore.
ive always been longing for us to enjoy ourselves like how we used to.
to hang out together again,
laugh together and be happy once more.
hoping that there'll be a day for me to sae about 'us' again.
but things always get worse between the both of you.
and for germaine she's just busy with her own stuff.
if there's a day when we can ever mit up again,
i will push away everyhing that im busy with jus to mit up.
i dunno wad exactly happen between us.
and no matter wad i sae,
there wouldnt be any chances of us being together anymore.
the four of us has split up.
i wont deny tt i have my own stuff to do and own frens to hang out with.
but i do miss us.
xiuting,im actually prepared to lose you as a didi,
its just a matter of time.
and yes,
the time has arrived.
you no longer need me as much as you do.
i dunno why are you going in,
but i wish to know what have you been doing.
you know you're the didi i dote on the most.
even though we dun contact,
u still stand a place in my heart.
but now i know that there's no more you anymore.
i wish u the best for all u do,
and i'll learn to leave on without you,
if u insisted things to end up this way.

met up with xiner on230709.
went to ktv,
followed by geylang to eat,
than headed to east coast.
than back to geylang again.
went home around4am in the morning.
was tired,
but had a fun night with her and her frens(:.
xiner,
i'll rmb wad u sae to me.
and i'll be strong because u want me to.
you have to be strong too,yeah?


monday i was out with ah cheun despite being sick & on mc.
met him at orchard and got lost there.hahasXD
after that went to eat,
and headed to far east.
it was raining.
and read the following conversation(translated)-
ahcheun:how?its raining.
jo:nvmx mahs.romantic(:.
ahcheun:you reali wan to be romantic ar?
jo:hahas!we got no umbrella,so walking under the rain is romantic mahs.
ahcheun:okie since you sae so...
(so he ran across the road.
and i followed him,but i was damn slow.)
jo:why you run you dunno how to tell me huh!
ahcheun:because u sae u wanted to be romantic,so i ran across and its a surprise ma.
jo:but its NOT romantic at all!
ahcheun:give you surprise means romantic lo!haiyo u dunno mehs?
jo:even if u wan to run,at least wait for me or pull me along lahs.now my slippers so wet.
ahcheun:above all,this is call romantic lahs.(:
alright,
know what?
i can never beat a guy in arguing.hahasXD.
walked around far east,
than decided to take a bus to bugis .
so went to bugis,
went into topmen,
and i choose clothes for him to try on.
i feel so mother-ly lahs.
he bought two top from there.
next,went down to vivo city bcuz he wanted to buy nike bag.
so went over and choose for very long...
once again,i feel so mother-ly.
he spent 100 over that night.=x
headed to ta-bao long john & eat ice cream,
went up to the balcony and sat there.
sat there for three hours,
took alot of pictures,
and talk alot about ourselves and the past.
after that,
played like two realli childish kids.
but,
that night i was realli realli happy.
and looking for our next next week outing again.(:
loves.

my brother~andreas saputra.
he's always BULLYING me during work!
but i know,
he still dote on me like a younger sister.
thank God for having him at work,
otherwise nobody will wash the coffee machine for me when i work pantry.
nobody will mop the floor for me when im rushing home.
nobody will scoop icecream for me when its too hard.
and nobody will eat my 'left over' food(:
just hoping he's not another hariyo,dian &anton.
those three im always deeply missing(:.


and tml is friday night!!!
might be out for supper with colleagues after work.
saturday there'll be fireworks again,
and i pray tt it wouldnt be too busy.
otherwise colleagues and i wouldnt be able to go kbox at night=x.


next week i'll be workin on mon,wed,fri,sat&sun.
only off on tues &thurs.
but tues im fully packed.
morning there'll be school.
after which,
i'll mit yinjie for shopping~.
and dinner at orchard sakura with gypsy,yiling& chef (:.
i'll be free only on thurs.
anybody care to asked me out?
book me in advance(:.

a little bit of everything..
its time.
time for everything right now.(:

if everything is meant to be the same again,
it will eventually.
perhaps some would sae that efforts should be seen,
but i guess if both realli have the heart to,
they will.

when its time to let it go...
slowly as i put everythin behind and move forward,
i realised that im long over you,
and you've long become a part of my beautiful memories.

goodbye sweetest love of all.

i thought can upload pictures,
end up.... ARGHH!

im back to blogging,
and yet this is what blogger did to me,
by having so many problems!=x


alright,
i know im missing for a few months,
and i didnt reali update about my self.
firstly,sorry because my internet was down,
secondly because i was too busy to even bring laptop to school.
now i realised how boring it is to go online,
suddenly dun have any things for me to surf at all...


anywae,
my birthday was alright..i spend it in pub with some fren and the following day,
i spent it at home sleeping.
it was boring,
but this yr dun reali have the mood to celebrate it too.
IM SICK!!!
doctor suspect me of having H1N1!!!
is he crazy?!?
alright,
although the there are ppl i oe who contracted with it,
and mostly more the 3quarter of my colleague fall sick n on mc now..
but,it cant be me lahs.
im so healty!hahasXD.


work has been realli hectic nowadays.
i guess i should stay home and keep my self healthy and ready for work again,
before the busy schedule in august.!=x.
awww life's just workin and studying now...
im too busy for anything.
too busy to even watch my drama.
and lack of sleep.
i have three days mc,
and i shld reali take this time to boost my energy,
rest well,
watch more show & ....
awww,i cant eat.
because no appetite for anything...


that's it for now,
blogger's relly makin me furious right now.
wordy post with any pictures...
shall not be too long winded.
goodbye!(:

♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.

('v')YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME.('v')

PRECIOUS LOVE.
♥KATHERINE baby.
♥XIUTING didi.
♥JANELLE sister.
♥MIRA meimei.
♥ATHARI molly.
♥SHILAH babe.
♥WILSON boyfriend.
♥JANUS sweets.
♥EMERSON didi.
♥GERMAINE aunty.
♥AK darling.

FAMILY LOVE.
❥daphne.
❥ernest.
❥rachel.

FRIENDS LOVE.
★diana.
★alicia.
★chris.
★kelly.
★yuting.
★jazmin.
★renee.
★esther.
★zhihao.
★seri.
★nikki.
★ivy.
★amelia.
★mingyi.
★wendy.
★xiner.
★ak.
★priscilla.

SCHOOL LOVE.
✯zara.
✯aida.
✯rena.
✯suhaiza.
✯alicia.
✯lisa.
✯suzlynn.
✯bernice.
✯sherilyn.
✯tabitha.