Monday, September 29, 2008 9:39 AM
JO sae she misses THOMAS.
thomas chandra kumar a/l rajah,
u die until WHERE?!?!?
FYI !!
lookin for lost fren~
#1 on list
name:germaine tan wan yi
age:17+
home:chaichee st
sch:melior business sch
last seen:at parkway on fri 26sep
note to her:gal,u busy with ur thin until u dun wan reply me n contact me=x
if found,please tell her that gal miss her.
#2 on list
name:katherine leong li ping
age:turnin 17
home:tampines near tm
sch:macpershon ite
last seen:at bedok blk 137 on 13sep
note to her:baby,u oso another one.change new bf forget me agn=(
if found,please tell her tt baobei wan to meet her soon.
#3 on list
name:tan yinjie
age:turning 21!!
home:kampong ahran
sch:-nil-
workplace:shaw house isetan
last seen:14sep at nearby katong
note to her:(secret)
if found,please give me a call.
#4 on list
name:alicia pan
age:15=]
home:pasir ris
sch:sac
last seen:at changi airport on 15sep
note to her:meimei,jiejie realli miss u alottttt.
if found,please tell her,jo still love pottie.
oh well,
im lookin for lost fren in joanna yong life=]
went to work todae,
had the worse experience ever!!
i was doing maintainance and was cut by the metal.
i had a total of 7 cuts on my hand just because of the filter.
n i BLEED =(
after that,
i was carryin two REALLY heavy filter into the kitchen,
and i didnt noticed that the dishwashin area was wet,
so funny thing was,
i FELLED down lahs..
and the filter came runnin towards my body.
i injuried my butt and my right shoulder.
i sat there n cry because it was reali painful n i couldnt pick myself up.
after that,
i became a dishwasher for 45mins.
haas,but i enjoyed it lahs.
that was my day for todae.
had been havin lots of thoughts lately.
wad is wrong with me? =x
Sunday, September 28, 2008 9:46 AM
you're the curse in my life.
bringing me pain and misery.
goodbye.
Friday, September 26, 2008 10:25 AM
thomas,
thanks for being by my side when i cried just now.
even though i didnt tell you anything n reali shock you with my tears,
but still thanks for wanting to lend me ur shoulder.
and thanks for allowing me to wipe my faded off make up on ur t shirt.
ps:
to go on my own,
and u shall lead ur own life too.
promise to be stronger?=]
Thursday, September 25, 2008 9:44 PM
LOCKED-!
Monday, September 22, 2008 8:12 AM
i need someone to talk to =x
who will be willing to hear me talk?
sigh.
waiting for someone is realli painful.
but,no matter how much he's gonna hurt me
my heart just asked me to wait.
if its so easy to give up,
on the day when u already told me tt we had no chemistry,
i would already let go...
but...its so hard.
why?
why?
i dun wan anyone.
sigh.
give me a break.
sigh.
Saturday, September 20, 2008 3:43 AM
getting a way out,
if wad i need right now.
tell me,
tell me everything's gonna be alright.
=(
Friday, September 19, 2008 5:26 PM
tell me how nice can ton-in at airport gets to?
ytd work at 5-11pm,
after that meet janelle and athari at popeye.
well,
ATHARI,OUR MISSION COMPLETED!=]
say cheeseeeeee XD
now its alreadi 8.28am in the morning,
and i havent even sleep at all !! =x.
will be starting work at 12later till 5pm.
well,
after that meeting janelle n ah bee to go for chalet.
LALAHS~
will be drunk for sure again tonight.
tml start work at 5 =x.
im so going to be lack of sleep.
arghs~
help me!! my eyes are closing soon lahs.
Thursday, September 18, 2008 11:05 AM
im lost once again.
having to pick myself up from where i fall,
i need to be strong.
i know i can.
joanna yong,jia you.
i can do it.
=x
Wednesday, September 17, 2008 10:12 AM
he's the guy who makes ur heart melt.
he's the guy who makes u bleed n cry.
he's the guy who left u,wanting to know more.
he's the guy every girl wanted.
he's the guy who said 'only you'.
he's the guy who shows u what's cool.
he's the guy who makes all the girls hates u.
he's the guy who u've gotta admit tt he gots u thinking all day long.
he's the guy who break ur heart n act as though nth happen.
he's the guy u get drunk for.
he's the guy who make u fall for him.
he's the guy who asked u to give up.
and;
he's the guy who ended everything with a word 'sorry'.
you're the girl who never believe in first love.
you're the girl who told everyone'guys sucks'.
you're the girl who everybody envy.
you're the girl who believes in determination.
you're the girl who dare to love,dare to let go.
but now;
you're the girl who's bleedin in pain.
you're the girl who's loving two.
you're the girl who just cant make up ur mind.
you're the girl who's hurting more than anyone else.
you're the girl who's crying for help now.
you're the girl who's wanting to know more.
you're the girl who's suffocated with words inside.
you're the girl who has been hurt by a guy.
you're the girl whom the guy said sorry.
and;
you're the girl whom the guy bid u,goodbye.
you have to smile,
as though u're never in pain before.
as though everything's just a dream.
you'll never be the one he want.
never be the one who can walk into his heart.
(he has locked his heart against u.)
u have to go back to the starting point,
when u both were never close before.
when u're still happier without his presence.
u have to stand up once again,
to pick yourself up.
you're in pain,
but u claim tt u're happy tt the truth is out.
u act as though u are happy,
when actually,
u've wanted to admit,
that he's the boy tt gots u thinking.
u feared for heartbreaking truth.
u feared for countless night of sleep.
u wished,
u have gotta him out of ur mind.
ur heart.
ur life.
he asked u not to love,
he said he's not worth.
but u wanted to tell him.
u cant control ur feelings.
u wanted him.
why would a boy tt's cold blooded,
yet charming in every single thin he do,
can actually make u fall so deep?
there's no turning back.
u have to face reality.
and if you ever see him,
SMILE AS THOUGH HE NEVER HURT YOU.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 10:17 PM
happy times i used to have,
are meant to be memories now.
memories i should bring along with me.
why do the tears that girls shed,
are always because of guys?
why didnt guys know how sad can they make a girl become?
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
9:46 PM
the bubblegum i brought back from malaysia tt time=]
i like marrybrown lahssss....gosh!
me and zhihao at superband=]
lala lele lili lolo~]
blog will be updated in another entry=]
Saturday, September 13, 2008 12:12 AM
daphne yong and joanna yong!=]
sister apple and me=]
sister ,xiaosky n germaine.
im still as crazy as before=]
(lets go back to the past,where its just u n me)
-.-
we asked for 4cup of ice water n end up they give a whole large cup.hahas.
and the white colour thing is a full cover of mayonaise lahs.hahas.
girl and me XD
i like this pic alot=]
OH ! my trip with thomas to malaysia last last monday=]
i ate kenny roger=]
hees.and he was like sayin im obsess!
e waterfall at malaysia=]
the rose sky give me=]
hees.he so act cool la.while im so insane.
sister with the drumlet.hahas
okay,this photo is ugly.
sister n me-=]
the flower sky give me.
finally updated my blog after sooo long.
dun feel like bloggin actually.well,
but end up now still did.
nowadays has been reali slackin soooo much.
i hope i pass my accounts paper=]
nth much to blog lohs.
anywae,
i watch finish my show!!
argh get me going once again.
hahas..
didnt go work today.
heard tt my grand uncle pass away.
R.I.P.
saw him afew times.
at ah ma n aunty mary funeral.
yeahs.
waitin for mr right=]
Friday, September 5, 2008 9:41 AM
shattered.
let us just leave it as it is.
goodbye.
Wednesday, September 3, 2008 11:39 AM
where are we heading towards now?
everything changin?
or everythin just remains the same?
9:13 AM
reminiscing the past,
makes me dwell back on it even more.
i've pull myself till so far.
i musnt give up.
i must continue with this.
in order for myself to be happier.
joanna yong,
u must be strongi just want to work.
to prove all of u wrong.
but problems occur between u n me,
and problems occur at work.
how i wish i wouldnt get so affected,
how i wish i could just let all this go.
sigh.
Monday, September 1, 2008 1:43 PM
the end
12:14 AM
went to bugis ytd than met ah siang with gal.
ah siang side got so many meimei sia.nv change...
than came home,mingyi came to meet me.
well,as usual,talk for some time.
than surprisingly,sky called me lahs.
ask me go out.to east coast park.
than i sae okie lohs.
end up so long nvr see him,ah yi n siting lehs.
sky change so much ..to a better guy.
but ah yi change until liek worse lahs gosh..
than end up so happy so long nv meet them,
finally met up again.
but everythin jus change so much...
yi,zhihong n siting's stupid nonsense come again.hahas.
but well...
i realli miss the past alot.
oh well,
its been so long since i've drink.
and get kinda abit drunk.hahas.
and i was soooooooo SUPERRR HIGH.
most credit given to siting n zhihong for taking care of me=]
and sky as well .
thanks to many=]
i miss u people XD
ps:everything since to be changing like how the earth's revolving.
tell me its not going to be distance between us.
read ur post.sigh,it must have indeed hurt alot.im sorry
