.the sweetest love of all.

sorry.

Sunday, December 28, 2008 10:34 AM

sorry for everything.

and i know that we can never be like the past anymore,

i know that we have drifted ever since a incident.

and phews,

just one thing that happen,

and our frenship gone down the drain.

why?

how could it happen to us?

am i going to live a new year without u?

someone who lives in my heart.

9:15 AM

christmas was so boring.

but i receive a bouquet of 3blue roses on christmas day.:)

earlier before that,

met germ n pig to go clarke quay.

than i bite her,

until her hand got blue-black=x.

ytd went out with janelle to town,

waited for athari to end work.

than pig,emily,janelle,me n athari go down godfather there to eat:)

so he open beer for us,

than we drink together,

after that janelle sent me home.

thanks:)

today went out with dingding.

hahas to tampines mall.

was fun.but he called me aunty!!

wha lao,so angry okie!

thanks dingding!!

for sendin me home:)

to my hse busstop.

hohos!!

a new year is comin,

a new revolution,

a brand new year.

let go of the past,

and cherish the future.

whatever happen in 2008,

i wanna let it go,

and start a new.

be happier,

and yes,

change for the better:)

merry merry christmas:))

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:06 PM

merry merry christmas!!!:)
i have sooooo many things ive yet to update about.
but just a brief one now.
ytd was the busiest n most fun dae at work:)
3times full house.
haas, and sir jerome owe me 3breeks brownie:)
because i wad the host and yeah,full house.

sotong and brother last day at work ytd,
still left 5 more days in singapore before they fly home:(
i so have the christmas mood pls!
but i spent it alone ytd night=x.
anywae,
im going out right now to mit someone.
hahas:)
shal update more:)
MERRY CHRISTMAS FREN!

a woman,

Saturday, December 20, 2008 5:38 AM

met up with ah siang yesterday,
and ya still the same as gangster as before.
anyway,
had been sick for a week exact.
and been sent home todae,
i only work for 2hours.

anyway,
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ATHARI:))
U HAVE FINALLY GROWN !!

dont asked me why.

Thursday, December 18, 2008 9:48 PM

santa claus is coming to town.

he's watchin at me=x.

so dear santa,

i bet u know how obedient i have been this year.

grant my wish:)

i want to slim down;

i want to have more money;

i want to be happpier;

i want to be healthier;

i want to be smart;

i want to be feminine;

i want to be stress free :))

o holy night.

you really know when its time.

6:11 AM

FIRSTLY;

CONGRATS TO MIRA,RENEE,NIKKI,FAHAN,PRIS

AND ALL THOSE WHO PASS THEIR NLEVELS:)

IM SURE ALL UR HARD WORK ARE PAID OFF.

woke up at9am todae,

met pot and eda at parkway for an hour:)

my pot has grown,

finally grown up.

but talk to me,

her words are even more harsh than ever=x

but pottie,

i miss u:)

and she claims that SHE'S HOT.

TO MAKE IT CLEAR AGAIN,

SHE SAE TT SHE'S HOT.LAMOS!

im good enough not to upload her even more unglam pic:)

(i think she's gonna kill me if she saw this.)

hope to mit up with gwen,germ,sky,ahyi,sister,xt

on christmas day:)

its been so long since ive last since them lahs.

亲爱的不要离开我
心里面想的仍全是你

离开伤心的地方

离不开爱你想你梦你的日子.

a year has passed.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 7:23 AM

Amazing Grace - Celine Dion

today is aunty mary one year death anniversary.
its been a year since i have seen her,
since i have heard her voice.
ever since her death,
no one has ever talk about her anymore.

aunty mary,
i miss you.
without you ard during new yr,
samuel's wedding,
family gathering,
christmas.
and even not having u to wish me on my bdae anymore.
no one to tell me that there's nice show on tv.
no one to call me up and asked me how am i.
its been a year.
but im still missing you,
and somehow hoping that u didnt leave us at all.
there's nth i can do right now,
only to regret not cherishin u when u are ard.
u're my closest aunt
u're my precious aunt.
although u died just at the age of 49,
still,
i thank u for ur unconditional love this 16 yrs of my life.
ur death has make me stronger,
ur death has make me cherish my love one more.
thanks for this whole yr of appearin my my dream.
i noe u are lookin at me down from heaven.
i noe u noe how much i missed u.
im still trying to accept the fact tt u are gone.

one year back,
i hold ur frail hand so close to my face.
i told u to pull thru,
no matter how painful it was.
i guess u must have been tired.
i noe that u wanted to go.
and not cherishin u before,
was the greatest regret daph,ernest and i have.
sorry for owax disobeyin u.
sorry for being rude.
sorry for not being able to see ur care.

i thank god for u as my aunt.
and i thank u for loving me.
caring for me.
i still miss you even after a year.

At all times I will bless Him,
His praise will be in my mouth,
my soul makes its boast in the Lord;
The humble man will hear of Him,
the afflicted will be glad
and join with me to magni - fy the Lord.
Let us exalt His name together forever,
I sought the Lord,
He heard me and delivered me from my fears;
Let us exalt His name together forever,
O sing His praises magnify the Lord.

and yes,
vivid memories just flashed back.
and we have been beenin u badly.
u left us just too soon.

in loving memories of you;
18sep1958-12dec2007.

i love u,
my dearest aunt.
(read my sis blog to noe more abt my aunt.)

a brand new year with a brand new start:)

Sunday, December 14, 2008 10:45 AM

heartbeat performance was awesome on fridae!:)

meeting up with my old peeps,

espcially LYT and POT.

so glad lahs pleaseeee:)

i miss band,

and im gonna fork out some time to visit band soon.
after that daph n i headed down to one fullerton to mit ssa.

and went eve bar to drink.

her liquor worse than mine!

end up she got drunk and i let her slp on my bed and slept on sofa!

i someho sprain my arm at work on sat,

what a bad day it is for me.

and i didnt go work todae.

end up,i was sick lahs,

and i slept 5times todae.

im reallu realli falling sick.

make 猪 worried for me,

call me up total 76times today!=x
sleep oso cannot sleep in peace.

arghs, thomas called me just now.

and i was shocked,

i didnt noe what to do=x.

please,

dun come back into my life.

groovy kind of love.

Thursday, December 11, 2008 10:30 AM

wednesday after work,

took many many picturs with mira:)

waited for mdm fye to end,

and we three girls headed down to parkway:)

to search for christmas decoration.

whees~and after that meet up with daphne n ernest at ajisen:)

thanks to my lovely sister for the treat.

went home and get changed,

went down to meet hafiy!!

my gosh,

its been 4 mths since we meet.

i miss my brother!!

drink and chatted alot,

i hope what i tell him wake him up.
haryo went down to fetch me go home,

and tts all for my wednesday:)

woke up in the mornin,

and i didnt go to see my doctor todae=x.

so meet haryo and wanted to go wild wild wet,

end up its raining,

meet dodi at e!hub and headed to white sand to eat,

went home get changed and meet s.ching,emily n nick for dinner at yuki yaki.

i cant imagine eating with them,

because i backed out first.

they took 5whole plates of more than 15prawns each!!

im scared already,

eating with them is like.... =x

so took mrt home with s.ching and meet haryo at eunos mrt station,

end up so qiao i bump into sotong and dingjie!

haas:),

so we 4 chatted and i headed home:)

realised that s.ching actually dote on me alot oso,

she peel prawn for me lahs.haas.

and feed me like there's no tml anymore.
i broke nick's heart i guess:(.

sorry sorry sorry!!

counting down to 18days eft,

and im gonna start a new year,

with a brand new me:)

time indeed passes by soooo fast.

growing older,

and getting to noe more ppl,

but still they're leaving=x.

brother,

im gonna missed you .

as the days are drawing nearer,

i wanna cherish this entire 18days left:)

christmas,

CHRISTMAS!!:)

i want to seeeee santa claus realli soon:)

mr santa,

im gonna start making my wish list once more:)

here i am.

Monday, December 8, 2008 11:28 PM

i love you,

I LOVE YOU!

i know that this is love,

for sure,

it is:)

后悔没让你了解我有多爱你.

7:38 AM

失去的不能重来,
ive lost you.
and you will never know how much ive regretted not letting u noe tt i love u.

ive gotta slowly let go one by one.
gotta slowly face every fact .
be strong,
joanna yong!:)

it dun hurt.

6:42 AM

no matter what pain you have given me before in the past,

im gonna let it go,

and set myself free from all these.

as we are counting down the days together,

i knew that u will be gone realli soon.

and i know that i will miss u even more.

i realised i need u more and more this time.

if i didnt sae to end it,

if i didn start all this,

maybe i would still have u now.

maybe i wouldnt be in this state now.

soon to sae goodbye.

Sunday, December 7, 2008 10:11 AM

went to school event today at pan pacific.

and my classmates all look so charmin n pretty:)

fnally met up with germaine today,

miss her so much ehs:)

headed to marina square,

and followed by suntec.

met up with a bung(emily's gf.),

and she's so nice pleased.hahas...

i saw YEO XINER TODAY!!!

omg she hug e just sooooo tight till i cant breathe.

we have so many things to catch up with each other:)
i miss her:)

went home and bro came over to find me:)

i miss u too lahs bro:)

~~im starting to get over you soon,~~

~~even if it cause me lots of pain,~~

~~im still gettin over you.~~

~~because u are not worth my love at all.~~

staring at you.

8:59 AM

i stole this quiz from jazmin dearest!:)

(doin this quiz as i recall my past with my ex:)
1. What kind of boyfriend/girlfriend do you like?
someone who love and dote on me alot:)
2. How did you celebrate your 1st month?
i did sth for him and ya he bought me sth:)
3. Do you feel safe with your boyfriend/girlfriend?
yupp:)
4. When you see your stead injured/sick, would you be there even if you're busy?depends on which of my ex is that.haas
5. When it's your 12th month & your stead is having another r/s, what would you do?i would hate the girl alot and choose to leave my bf.,
6. What if you know your ex is still loving you be it he/she is single while you're attached?
my heart will fell uneasy=x.
7. Are you single, having a r/s or having a crush on someone?should be havin a crush on someone who will nv be mine.
8. List out 3 love/sad song.yan lei xiao le,zhuan sheng de shi hou,yi ju hua
9. What would you do if you and your stead quarrel?after i cool down,apologize if is my fault.
10. Do you wish to know if someone has a crush on you?i noe arhs.
11. What if you're single & someone has a crush on you?sort my feelings out and see if i like him too.,
12. How many times had your heart been broken by somebody?countless please..
13. How do you feel when you fall in love with someone?happy n fearful.
14. If you & your stead quarrel, who'd be the one apologizing?mostly is him:)
15. What would you do if your stead wants a break up?respect the decision and ask whhy
16. Did any of your stead give you a present that you liked the most?i think so.
17. When did you last cry for someone whom you love?just.
18. How many times did you break your promise to your stead?alot arhs.haas
19. Do you wish that your r/s will last long?of xuz lahs.
20. Did your stead kiss you in public?used to lahs.haas
Remember to pass this to your friends, ask them to post in their blog.Don't forget to put down 7 names, so that your r/s will last long!
1.mira
2.germaine
3.katherine
4.janelle
5.zhihao
6.renee
7.alicia

my life snap shot.

Friday, December 5, 2008 9:46 AM

are we really over?
you told me that u miss out sth in ur life,
but wad u're showing me isnt the same.
i dun need anything,
i just need you to tell me everything tt u wanted to sae.
u are just hiding many things from me,
and u are causing me to suffocate more.
its been so long since we last waited for each other after work,
and since u give me a goodbye hug=x.
i miss u.

life at work is stressful again!!!
help me!!
scolded for nth,
said for nth.
and mood spoilt!!

well,life still goes on=x.

because,i know.

Wednesday, December 3, 2008 6:16 AM

out with mummy todae,
and i bought many many things:)
its been so long since i last go shoppin with mum.
nicenice,i like those feelings:)

the one to accompany when im down,
the one to see me cry for others,
the one who always bully me for no reason,
the one who always lend me a listenin ear,
the one who sacrifices his precious sleep for my sake,
the one & only,
my brother:)

& now,
ive deleted ur photos,
ur contact,
ur messages,
and i will try to slowly erase u off from my memories.

u're like the heart beat in my life,
simply because i need u for as long as i live.

every life has one true love snapshot,
the moment i saw u walking out of the door,
and those eye contact we had,
u capture my heart from the veri beginning,
and that very moment,
is freezed.
a scene that i will never forget.
the pain,
ive feeled it.
those lies,
ive heard of it.
those moments,
i enjoyed it.
those goodbye u said,
im getting used to it.

you leave me hanging on,
knowing that u never intended to catch my fall.

its just a night.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008 4:43 AM

1.a guy who plays with you.
2.a guy who only wants your body.
3.a guy who care and love u truely.
4.a guy who is willing to sacrifices everything for you.
5.a guy who look upon you as a younger sister.
6.a guy who go after ur money.
its just the differences :).

i thought i was able to pull through it,
but as the days goes by,
realisin that you are really gone.
i know how much i mean to you now.
i know that to you,i am nothing.
you may use words to say how much i mean to u,
or u may do things to make me feel touch.
but end of all this,
i realised that its all bull shit.=x.
sigh:(

~~ONE NIGHT STAND~~

there is still better one out there:)

Monday, December 1, 2008 1:36 AM

vampire knight; :)
past few days im so shag lahs.
work is really really really busy.
and shortage of staff =x
many photos to be uploaded soon yeahs:)
anywae, HAPPY BIRTHDAY S.CHING!
and we celebrated her birthday in cine kbox ytd night.
so i jus came home todae morning.
me n xiangxiang was already so tired lahs.
but to make her happy,we went:)
cheer up my both sister!
there is better guys out there.

and everyone,
me and thomas are just frens now.
we are over.
and i believe,
i will be happier:)