.the sweetest love of all.

Monday, September 28, 2009 11:04 AM

hello peeps!!
here to start of my post with my own pictures again.(of cuz!(= )
today post was actually meant to be a emo post where i wan to rant everything on blog,
but have decided to post something about my colleagues instead.(:

this girl is my DARLING~.
she's call eva wu li he.
she is the most pervert girl i ever known!!
she goes around pulling me on the floor from pantry to kitchen,
trying to unhook my bra.
but,im much much closer to her because we can communicate!(:

DID YOU SEE WHO IS STANDING NEXT TO ME??!!?!?!
MY EYE CANDY!!!-AH LOONG!!
WAHAHAHAS XD.
HE'S VERY VERY VERY CUTE RIGHT!?!?

(click on the pirture to enlarge)
small size &short.hahasXD
he got the 'derek foo' look,if u know he well.
finally he decided to take a picture with me(:
gypsy head block his neck,
otherwise the love bite i give,can be seen!!

first time i took a group photo with kitchen staff.hahasXD
but only ah kok not in this picture.

this is on my sister last day.

the third guy from the left is ah kok-my WU GUI!.

because he everytime ask me buy toto/4D for him,

than he treat me very nice.

otherwise keep sayin sayin sayin me.hahas.

i wan to go to his wedding on26dec!!!

in johor!!hehes.

this is one of the trainee from china-jackie(liu zhe).

he is soooo tall and the first photo show his half head cut off.

he always bully me also,

but i know he treat me like a meimei like that.hahas.

always make me angry end up apologize.

that day we went to powerhouse,

didnt get to take a full group photo.

but this is the only one i manage to take.

hahas yiling's drunk already,

than her husband(ah hao) at there keep disturb her also.

next clubbing with them will be in 2-3weeks time,

i guess(:

OH! and i went drinking with parkway peeps last wed,

but didnt get any photo taken.hahas.
FORGOTTEN~

this is andreas!!!

he is my baby!!hahasXD

everytime also bully me,

worse than jackie!

make me veryvery angry.

but,everybody in outlet knows that he love me lahs!hahas!!

he reminds me of my brothers..

without him,

in workplace SURE very boring.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST;

MY DEAREST QING AI DE AHCHEUN!!!(:

im sure everybody know who is he right?

MY BOYFRIEND(:.

hahas XD

imisshim,

IMISSHIM(:.

my boyfriend supposed to off on thurs,

end up changed to tml.

so tml we two going to dating~~.

wednesday im going out with eyecandy,AHLOONG.

hehes.but i think will be paisehx,

because of wad happen in powerhouse tt night=x.

I MAKE SURE AH LOONG TAKE PHOTO WITH ME THAT DAY~.

to 'A-S';

you say you want to end everything that we've been thru,

this is the end.

i know this time,

its really the end for us.

dont be softhearted,

because i ask you to go.

jus go ahead and be who u used to be.

loves.

back to topic again!

i get to know one guy from the restaurant next to JP.

that suki-ya guy is called 'ah lun'.

also kitchen cook.

that day i am smoking,

he came up to me..

talk to me than before walk away said sth(which i dun wanna say).

than slowly we two became fren.

F1 that day,

no customer at all..and i was sooo hungry!

i text him ask him company me go smoke,

than tell him im hungry!

so he actually cook me a bowl of ramen,

end up my colleague finish it all-.-.

i steal a mini brownie from outlet,

and give it to him.hahasXD

this week is kinda relaxing,

but starting from next week,

ive gotta be busy again.

so whoever wants to mit me,

i am free on thursday only.

book me arhs!(:

i would rather hurt myself,

than to ever see you cry for me;again.

CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, September 24, 2009 12:53 PM

CHEESECAKE!! (:

i love cheesecake.

i like my life now.

come to think of it,

every minute im spending it really wisely(:
i hope next week i can really enjoy myself~.

because i took off for the entire week ar.(:

so,i have plans going on.

monday- steamboat with colleagues.

tues-might be meeting janelle.

wed-checkups.

thurs-outing with ahcheun(:

fri-dad's bdae celebration.

i guess im packed,

or hopefully,i am.

goodnight tweeties.(:

so everything jsut end.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 11:38 AM

should i just tell myself that-
'yeah,after this few months of tolerating,
ive finally pull myself thru.'
or should i start wonderin what actually gone wrong and why it has all turn out to be like this?
i miss those times ive shared with my friends.
be it with xiuting,kat & germ,
janelle,athari,shilah& zac,
or with fb peeps,
i just missed them.
but i guess everyone has their own life right now,
and im also busy with work.
although a part of me feels that somethin is missing out,
but im glad that things are still going on smoothly for me.
my cellphone no longer ring as many times as it should,
and i no longer have call from ppl asking me to hang out with them.

everyday im just facing people from workplace,
they did bring joy into my life,
but not as much as how my precious frens did.

i see that time indeed change human beings.
i dare to say im not as bad as last time anymore.
how many times do i emo in a month?
seldom already.
perhaps only when having moodswing durin pre-mense period.laughs.
and everybody around me has changed too.

anywae this three weeks im pack with lots of stuff which i dunno HOw i am able to handle.
argh...
soon soon soon,
i wanna go out with ahcheun again.
and hopefully tml after dinner with colleagues,
i have enough time to go down amk to find him for supper.(:
daphne yong&ah jian farewell on monday.
will be having steamboat,
and i was like OMG,
food again?!?!?!awww.
ah cheun asked me to go lahs!!!
wonderin if i should go clubbing tml.=x
i am currently broke now.
nextweek im going out with him again,hahas XD
IM WAITING FOR TANYINJIE TO COME BACKKKKK!!!
just gone for a few hours only and i suddenly miss her le sia.

my ideal lover

Thursday, September 17, 2009 2:04 AM

ive finally confess to you,

that im in love with you.

you told me you are confused,

and asked to take things slow.

i wanted to try and work it out with you,

but i know u wouldnt like me to do so.

im confused about how you're feeling towards me right now.

its been months and ive finally told u so.

i dun expect anything from u,

i know that u're in a difficult position as well.

i know we are of different world and age gap is different.

but for u,

i wil try to be a little more mature and also more independent.

i will promsie never to make u worried for me.

i hope the outcome will be what i always hope it turn out to be.

im afraid,

because i know u are not the one.

but love is blind,

even if its only for awhile,

i stil wan to have a history behind us.

dun hurt me like how others have done so.

dun play with me like how others did.

dun destroy me like how ive been destroyed before.

the wae u take care of me makes me feel protected.

the wae you protect me makes me feel secured.

the way you hug me makes me feel like caressing in ur arms forever.

my nights out.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 11:55 PM

i know its been so long since ive update my blog about what ive been doing.
but this time,
im gonna say and rant and complain..hahas XD

090909-
i went out with jess,lynette and LIMYUTING tt day!:) hahas
went to watch final destination.
than met up with ah cheun and went home around 1plus.
half way thru,
somebody came to find me and give me a rose ,
because that day was 090909.
but end up,
i choose to walk away.

140909-
i went out with ah cheun again.
this time we headed to town,
went to kinokuniya to read books for over an hour.
than we headed to buy some shirt..
went to eat ice cream.(:
after which go down to marina square and fetch daphne yong,

went to kbox afew times with ah cheun,
there's one day we went alone,
and stay there and sing for 5hours!!OMG,
i was so super cold.
he sang the song ,
'男人不该让女人流泪',
awww so sweet.
because he sang it FOR ME.(:

yesterday night;160909-

after work went down to POWER HOUSE,

with 11 other colleagues.

called around 6plus for reservation end up,

fully book.so no choice we have to do walk in.

end work at ten,

so waited for other to end work.

than end up ah jian came to find daphne.

yesterday goes lke this:

-ah jian came to wait for us.

-end work and i got changed.

-eva and yiling end work so they changed.

-ah mok also got changed.

-daphne got changed.

-ah mok,eva,yiling,me,ah jian n daphne head down to powerhouse first.

-reach there 11,luckily no crowd.

-went in decided to open bottle..

-we got a table at the corner.

-so we open TWO bottle.

-later on,ah hao and john came down.
-followed by ah long and ah pao come down.

-yiling got drunk already.

-midnight ah cheun come down,

-2hours later,we finish the 2bottle.

-so we open another bottle of chivas.total 3bottles.

-daphne n ah jian went home at 3am..

-than 4am we went back home.

-ah cheun send me home.(:

ah long,so sorry to give u a obvious love bite on your neck.=x
but its a realli fun night out with u.(:
so a total of 7guys and 4girls..
im the only one there who is single.hahasXD

andreas:
so i was like thinking that i knew things would changed.
i knew that things between us will be different right after ytd night.
im sorry for givin u cold shoulder.
i guess i need to sort out my own feelings and not lead u on anymore.
because i know it very well that i do like somebody now.
im feeling so confused right now.
i hope u can jus give me some time of my own.
sorry,
i promised u something that i didnt managed to stick to it.

next week to gothem penthouse again!(:

MengenalMu.

Friday, September 11, 2009 10:13 AM

i wished i have friends who truely care for me.
i wished i have people who realli understands me inside out.
i wished i have someone who i can talk to when im upset and troubled.
i wished i have somebody to share my problems.
i wished i can share my joy and sorrow with a friend.
i wished there can be a time when somebody would come up to me,
and just give me the strength to move on.

here i am once again,
wishing i can be able to find my strength once again

i miss my friends so much,
you guys know who you are.

every body has a moment of ups and down.
but i believe that after a heavy rain pour,
there will always be a rainbow after the storm.
so no matter what,
just be strong and dun ever fall apart.(:

have i got everything done wrongly?

Sunday, September 6, 2009 10:45 PM

yes,you are right.
you've changed.

everyone has changed.
girl,i just read your blog.
im touched because you do think of me when u're upset.
maybe im in the wrong in the ast,
for saying that u only turn to me when u're bored or sad.
what a stupid thinking it is.
we've been friends for so long,
and im sure nobody can ever replace the special place i have in ur heart.
i still love you lahs,
and i still care for u,
just that i dun show out or even contact you.
i hope u read this and seriously know how much i miss u.
hope to mit up with u realli reali soon(:.

maybe the best way to keep myself busy is not to chiong work,

but the best way is to make myself happy.(:

even if i chiong work,

earn alot of money,

but end of all when i wan to go out and enjoy,

i couldnt find anyone.

joanna,

that's so silly.

manage urself well pls.

Thursday, September 3, 2009 8:54 PM

jo says: she misses everyone.