Thursday, October 30, 2008 2:17 AM
despite being friends for a decade of years,
end up disappointment is all i have.
what do i see in our friendship?
nothing but ending.
cherishing a fren like her,
is wad i have being doin all this while.
and yet,
all i get is disappointment and heartbreaks from her.
a friend that i care so much for,
yet all my effort are wasted.
i just don't want her to end up like me.
why am i so concern for her?
why am i sitting here feeling the ache n disappointment,
yet she's out there enjoying herself.
now ive finally see it thru,
nothing but just a decade yr of frenship going down the drain.i told you that i'm going to get it over,
and yet u doesnt noe what im trying to mean.
how do u difference shape between lover n friends?
well,i guess u never know the difference.
don't say its love,
when its only meant to be best friends.
LET IT GO.life hasnt been really good,
with all those stress and disappointment received.
ijustsawyou.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008 9:13 AM
(i think this photo is nice XD)
i just wished for a little more time for god above,
to let me have a little more time.
i understood that if you really love someone,
and u wanted him to be happy,
but his happiness is not you,
than let him go.
maybe after all this,
its time to face the fact,
that you are not the right girl for him.
just meant to be friends.
a heart aches the most,
when u realised the reality,
that u have to let go of a person you love alot.
even before u get to start a story,
u have to end it.
hope im just not being too selfish
Tuesday, October 28, 2008 9:34 AM
disappointment, i guess.
only way to sae is im really upset.
but i know this time i must be strong,
i know that the only way for me to pull thru,
is to work and put everything aside.
hard but i still have to.
disappointment,
till my heart is feel of pain to make up my mind.
its time,
i guess.
:(
i've never felt like this before,i swear.
Sunday, October 26, 2008 1:03 PM
hello:)
today im gonna sae that i realised something..
which is;
happiness don't last long at all.
well,
i know its going to end soon:)
Friday, October 24, 2008 10:38 PM
thanks for all those broken promises,thanks for all those lies.i know you did try,but we had no ending in the end still.you need to leave,i know because u told me so.jus a little longer time is all i asked for,just one more last hug is all i need.why did you say us,when u actually never intended to let me walk in?what do u actually want between the two of us?the truth has been revealed.
12:11 PM
sir edi did an edition to this photo,
and if u understand it,
the way he edit it is funny.
mistaken me and thomas to be togehter,
when in reality,
we are not :).
i told you what i wanted for the two of us,right now its up to you to decide what should we be.we may like each other,but maybe we just cant be together.having you next to me,and wating to tell u tt i wan u,but i just cant.and it hurts when i can only hear u speak abt other girl.i wanted you.but i know we are impossible.i havent got over you,you may hurt me in some ways where others cant see it,and u yourself cant feel it too.but let me tell you,we are just being so much more than a friend.n u are the only one i desire for.i love you, hearts.its easy for me to fall for you,but right now when ive actually fallen,u didnt even intend to catch me.you just wanted me to be happy.and jus by being like this,u are happy.but,im not.u got me thinking and doubting.tell me,we are not meant to be in this.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008 8:40 AM
Saturday, October 18, 2008 6:24 AM
i must have been the victim of this broken relationship,
where he cut me open with a knife,
and walked out of my life.
causing me to be in this condition where ive got the symptoms,
of a girl who has her heart broken.
damn it,
i shouldnt have let you get hold of me.
now u're pumping at a corner,
suffocating and bleedin in pain.
Friday, October 17, 2008 6:33 AM
holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held by me anymore.
should i smile because he is just my fren,
or should i cry because this is all he can be?
well,
the worse thing a guy can do is to make a girl fall for him,
when he doesnt even have the intention of catchin her fall.
Ps:i still love you
5:46 AM
happy 21th birthday ,yinjie!
( photos of the day :] )
at clarke quay burger king.
photos took in the toilet.
we were sooo bored till we dunno where to go at first =x
off to mansion pub=)
photos we take for the day at the pub. :)
realising the fact that u wont love me,
all i can do is to say goodbye to you.
even though i sill love you,
but i will only secretly love u.
till i slowly let you go.
wo fang bu xia ta. =(
