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Wednesday, July 13, 2011 11:02 AM






throughout everything,
i treated u as a friend.
i doted on you more than i could have done so.
i have never given up hope on you.
but end of all all u make me felt was disappointment,
used and betrayed.
because u betrayed my trust.
and u betrayed my friendship.
u make me feel used by u.
i was upset.
i dunno what u wan from me anymore.
because only when u feel lonely than u turn to me.
even if really i only have u as a fren,
for me to lose you,
i really would.
because u are not worth my frenship.
do u think i really wanna chase u for e money?
let me tell u,
its because u always take me for granted.

my birthday.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011 12:55 PM

this is part of whoever that came for my birthday.
but there are more people.
i wanna thank kat,wendy,chris,medaline,siao eh,alicia, ah yi, xiao sky,deardear, lawrence,
they really make my life worthwhile for that very moment.
i miss the past.
my bday,
gwen n xiao sky came my hse with a bday cake,
than kat came to fetch me at 530.
after which head down to pwp to meet dear & timothy.
waited superrrr long before CHRIS, MEDALINE& GF came.
i swear i was damn happy cuz e two butch lie tt they need work!
after that went yoshinoya to eat,
POT CAME OKAY!!!
omg i was soooo happy.
sat at pwp stairs for very long chatted n laughed among us.
than,
KUKU WENDY APPEARDED with a cake!
i was v touched because i nv expected that she will be there!:)
i almost burst into tears!
than go to mac n sit n tok for really long,
before that AHYI N GF CAME!
i hugged him so tight!
its been yrs since i seen him:)
than chris stayed throughout with kat until all go.
tts how i spend my bday:)
TON after dunno how many yrs,
at old airport road with kat,chris n timothy.
bus-ed home on e morning.
dear came over cause we quarreled,
after which okay le i went his hse to stay.
all e way till sat &,
i FELL SICK.:)
SIAO EH & ME :)

my dearest SISTER & BABY:)
KUKU & BABY :)
HAPPY ME:)
the one not facing cam is xiaosky.

while at my hse downstairs:)




this guy was with me throughout all these months.
he was there when i had to make a right decision,
he was there when i need to be scolded.
he was there when i fell apart in life.
he was there to keep me strong & going.
he was there to be my sunshine.
he was there to make me e happiest girl on earth.
he was there when i lost my sens of direction.
he was there to pull me thru my darkest moment.
he was there when i needed a shoulder to cry on.
he was there when i couldnt find a reason to be strong.
he was there to feed me with food.
he was there to treat me like a princess.
he was there for me when i needed to go e extra mile.
he was there for me in e middle of the night.
he was there to bring me the most precious thing in life.
he was there to be my future n destiny.
he was there to love me.
though we always quarrel & quarrel,
but i know deep down he loves me alot too.
i couldnt have been strong without him today.
i couldnt have been luckiler to have him with me.
i love u my future husband,
thanks for being a part of me.
and to you,
my only true friend.
i have not forgotten you.
though u have left & never a part of me anymore,
i rmb all that you have taught me clear & well.
i finally know what u hope of me back in the past.
but it was me,
who is naive & stubborn,
not willing to hear you out.
now that finally after u leaving me for going to two years,
i got ur meaning.
what is grown up?
u left me half way to grow up on my own.
my life will nvr have u stepping in anymore,
for this i know.
i dunno if u still care for me,
but i just want you to know that i miss you.
i look back thru the pictures we had.
you were a part of me,
but time flys.
i & you really grow up.
never expected both of us to end up like this,
because whenever there's jo,
there will always be yinjie.
but it doesnt matters anymore.
many times we could walk right passed each other,
as though we were never a part of each others life.
i jus wan u to know,
i miss you& i really do.


BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.

('v')YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME.('v')

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PRECIOUS LOVE.
♥KATHERINE baby.
♥XIUTING didi.
♥JANELLE sister.
♥MIRA meimei.
♥ATHARI molly.
♥SHILAH babe.
♥WILSON boyfriend.
♥JANUS sweets.
♥EMERSON didi.
♥GERMAINE aunty.
♥AK darling.

FAMILY LOVE.
❥daphne.
❥ernest.
❥rachel.

FRIENDS LOVE.
★diana.
★alicia.
★chris.
★kelly.
★yuting.
★jazmin.
★renee.
★esther.
★zhihao.
★seri.
★nikki.
★ivy.
★amelia.
★mingyi.
★wendy.
★xiner.
★ak.
★priscilla.

SCHOOL LOVE.
✯zara.
✯aida.
✯rena.
✯suhaiza.
✯alicia.
✯lisa.
✯suzlynn.
✯bernice.
✯sherilyn.
✯tabitha.


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