Friday, February 19, 2010 8:20 AM
actually i have alot of things to rant,
but when it comes to sitting infront of the com,
im completely stoning.
i dunno wad to sae anymore.
i can sae that baby didnt reali make me v sad all this while,
perhaps its just his cant be bothered attitude tt make me think alot.
guess wad my frens?
I MISS MY CLUBBING LIFE!
I MISS MY OLD LIFE!
I WANNA BE AN NIGHT OWL AGAIN,
I WANNA DANCE THE NIGHT OUT,
I WANNA DRESS MYSELF UP AND HEAD TOWARDS CLUBS!
I MISSSSS CLUBBING !:(
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 7:05 AM
everything's changin and so is everyone..
awww i wan my life back=x
Monday, February 15, 2010 1:24 AM
guys find their own stuff to do,
than i supposed girls should do it too.
if they are going to ignore us,.
than we should also do it.
as long as they return back to us one day..
than it will be okay.
i miss my boyfriend.
sigh though when u are tired u sae hurtful things to me,
but i hope end of all u dun mean it.
iloveyou.
Thursday, February 11, 2010 8:13 AM
its indeed sad when a part of you longs for the past to return,
its heartbreaking when you and i were no longer close with each other.
its painful when we talk on the phone,
its nth but just awkwardness and heartache.
its the end of this friendship i guess.
its only the numbers of years that still keep us hanging,
but we are no longer who we are.
we used to be realli close,
everyone has been asking about us.
but deep in our heart,
we do know that we wont be as close anymore.
you have ur own circles of frens,
and i have mine too.
right now,
whenever i see you,
i can only see you from a far distance.
i dun even dare to walk up and say hello.
what i exactly wrong today?
memories jut flash back.
and i am wondering what wrong have i done,
why and how did all my fren just go?
its only left with janelle & i.
have i been neglecting almost everything and everyone around me?
sometimes even until now,
i do wish i can be alone.
i mis hanging out with many people.
but time is running out,
and there no way we can ever return back to the past.
i jus wan u to noe tt i do miss u,
i do miss the old us.
right now you guys just go ahead without me,
and im no longer missed by you all.
sigh,
please tell me everything is getting better.
joanna yong,
let it go and move on yourself.
Monday, February 8, 2010 8:08 AM
today worked at polar,
i was somehow talking to my sister about my frens..
than my sister end up asked me back..
'you and germaine still frens mehs?'
suddenly i was like..
oh ya tts true.
joanna yong,
everybody's drifting apart right now.
rmb even if u have a boyfriend,
you are still yourself.(:
Saturday, February 6, 2010 7:06 AM
sigh,
joanna yong feels upset.
everyone has realli changed.
even the closest fren of mine:(
5:32 AM
today is 060210. (:
happy happy anniversary dearest.
brought ernest over to queenway to buy his football shoe.
cost me a bomb!!
baby and ernest soo smart,
cheat me to taking cab.
end of all,
is still i pay huh.=x
than had lunch at there,
after which headed off to har par villa.
I FINALLY WENT TO SOMEWHERE IVE BEEN WANTING TO GO(:.
many photo uploaded in facebook,
but mostly the guys photo lahs.
thw two boys arent realli keen to hang out with me though,
because the sun is realli scorchin.
and they jus keep sweating,
but still...
wherever they go,
they til ended up playing game,games,games..
AND EVEN MORE GAMES.
so what i did was only hearing my ipod and nth else(:.
after which,
we took bus ,
and supposed to go sentosa,
end up this two guy cheat me and go katong to play LAN.
i sat there for 2hours plus,
but i did play L4D as well,
hahasXD.
i miss playing L4D with you guys.(:after which,
headed to aston to eat our dinner.
gosh overall i spent a total of 180 today...
but as long as it makes ernest happy,
and the twog uys did enjoy themselves,
its worth it(:
well peeps,
i was tellin baby that after workin 9 mth in jP's,
i didnt take any off at all on a saturday,
except there was twice i took two days mc on sat.(:.
CHRIS;
i hope u will be strong.
and jus let past go and moved on okie?
although we are no longer close,
but im always still here for you(:.
this few days dwelling back alot on past memories.
misses alot of friends.
janelle,
you are right..
we have sooo many happy times together lei!!
but sadly,
everyone have their own life now.
and also everybody changes.
(whatever it is,i know YOU still care for me,esp when im drunk.)i wish everyday would be like this.hugs.
Thursday, February 4, 2010 1:30 AM
everybody will get tired of facing their love ones one day?
is this true?
i dunno but right now ive not felt that way before.
somehow,
soooo boring.
