we have been together for coming 1 yr 2 mths already.
ever since the day u went in army until now,
we have been quarrellin alot,
and i feel that time is forcing both of us to be strong n move on.
time indeed change someone.
and you said that you dun feel my love anymore,
but deep down in my heart i reali still love you.
i must always rmb not to let a moment of happiness destroy what i have.,
i miss u so much,
but u just cnt be here with me.
im learnin to go on without you.
its not that i cant wait on,
its just that what exactly happen to us?
what happen to the once we call 'you n me?'
both you and i know that there is something wrong between us.
both of us reali feel the distance between us.
but we can only keep on quarreling.
sooo many things happen during this one mth plus when u are inside,
and both of us began to lose trust in each other.
this is the obstacles,
are we reali able to pull thru all this obstacles?
LOOKING BACK AT THE PHOTOS,
we've been thru so much.
damn alot of hells together.
every different type of celebration.
every different type of happiness
even every single type of sadness.
i called just to say,
i reali miss u alot.
but do u reali noe?
time is forcing me to grow up.
i cant help but keep on thinking.
can i choose not to grow up?
i didnt wan to face the reality world.
but i noe i need to grow up.,
will u reali reali be my future?
i love you baby.
you have already enter army for a month,
and im still trying to get used to not having here with me.
suddenly todae turns out that i start to miss u so much,
and i wished u were here to give me a tight hug.
letting me know that u are still around,
wandering around my presence.
no body can ever replace u despite we going thru more than a yr together now.
i still love u,
and my feelin hasnt faded a single bit yet.
i wish u were here.
i wan u here with me.
no matter what,
i jus cant give up on u.
because of the strong love for u.
im still waiting .
and i wanna wait till u are out,
we'll settle down n plan for our future.
jus waiting for u,
to asked me to be yours.:)
wo ai ni.
so long never blog le.
in three days time,
baby in army already one month le.
time passed very fast uh.
but than we have been quarreling alot eh.
that time baji lied to me on new yr day.
first time after this one yr plus.
well,
getting used to work life n also nt havin baji le bahs.
but of course my heart still love him:)
