its indeed sad when a part of you longs for the past to return,
its heartbreaking when you and i were no longer close with each other.
its painful when we talk on the phone,
its nth but just awkwardness and heartache.
its the end of this friendship i guess.
its only the numbers of years that still keep us hanging,
but we are no longer who we are.
we used to be realli close,
everyone has been asking about us.
but deep in our heart,
we do know that we wont be as close anymore.
you have ur own circles of frens,
and i have mine too.
right now,
whenever i see you,
i can only see you from a far distance.
i dun even dare to walk up and say hello.
what i exactly wrong today?
memories jut flash back.
and i am wondering what wrong have i done,
why and how did all my fren just go?
its only left with janelle & i.
have i been neglecting almost everything and everyone around me?
sometimes even until now,
i do wish i can be alone.
i mis hanging out with many people.
but time is running out,
and there no way we can ever return back to the past.
i jus wan u to noe tt i do miss u,
i do miss the old us.
right now you guys just go ahead without me,
and im no longer missed by you all.
sigh,
please tell me everything is getting better.
joanna yong,
let it go and move on yourself.
