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Wednesday, November 18, 2009 11:01 PM

a choice for me to choose between both.
chris,
i know u love me alot.
but i still choose to wait on him.
i know waiting on him seems to be hopeless,
because eventually one day he will stil fade feeling.
but i dunno.
i seriously dun dare to think of the future.
my fears is reali in me this time.


i know both of u chatted on facebook about me,
both of u are hurt in some ways.
but imagine im in the middle,
how would u guys feel?
im sorry if ive hurt you alot,chris.


im feeling pain,
im feeling numb.
dun keep askin to sae goodbye.
because all i wan is u.
im afraid as time goes by,
u will forget me.
whatever i used to sae before,
u nvr give me a definite answer.
i dunno how long can i endure the pain.
but once u stop loving me,
i will stop holding on too.
as long as u say its over.

hold onto me,
hold onto us,
i nver wan to ever lose u.
baby,iloveyou.

EVEN IF U STOP LOVING ME,
I WILL STIL LOVE YOU.
DUN FORCE ME TO LET GO,
IF U NOE ITS IMPOSSIBLE.


BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.

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