baby left.:(
saw him for barely 15minutes,
and he step into the gate already.:(
i keep tellin myself i need to be strong ,
and the moment he went in,
he seems to be so eager to leave..:(
thankful for having chris there by my side,
and my sis keep asking me to let him go in,
otherwise he will be even sadder.
right now sitting in front of the computer,
feeling so numb and uneasy.
imagine goin to work without his presence there,
every corner i turn to,
will have a 'picture' of him standing there.
why do time pass by so fast?
half a yr indeed passes by so fast.
too fast for him to leave me.
joanna yong,
you need to be strong,
andreas dun belong to here.
he still need to go back to where he belong.
so tell urself tt half a yr of precious memories is enough,
okay?
the time ive been waiting for has finally arrived.
the fears ive been afraid of,
came true.
my heart feel so pain.
its time to let go.
no more andreas saputra in my life anymore.
say goodbye to the precious moment.
this year christmas gonna spend alone at work.
he is actually the source of my joy at work.
but without him,
my life will seen to have sth amissed.
