joanna yong;
just a fool to believe in her.
everything was perfectly fine before her appearance in ur life.
right now,
you got hurt because of her.
thinking that she could bring u happiness,
end of all,
u're sitting in front of the computer,
feeling the pain piercing thru ur heart.
what exactly am i feeling now?
ive never expected that it would be her who brought all this pain to me.
you used to say you wont lie to me,
you used to say you are always here for me.
you used to say you will never let me go.
you used to say you wont keep toning outside.
you used to say you will never hurt me.
yet in the end,
we are like this now.
you may think that im over paranoid.
but i just hate this sucky feeling thats inside me right now.
i wished you would get away from my life,
i wished you will not let me see you again.
i dun wan to be treated as a fool by you anymore.
i dun wan you to lie to me anymore.
i tried to let u step into my heart,
but times after times you are doing more things to stop me from allowing you to.
this few weeks,
first time i feel sth so strong towards u.
but its not happiness,
its pain.
pain for being treated like a fool.
pain for all this empty promises u gave.
you know i dislike ppl who lie to me,
and u did it.
you managed to make me hate u.
thank you so much for all your bullshit.
please dun let me see you anymore.
goodbye.
my dearest ever once didi,
thank you for all those happy memories you've left in my heart.
i once doted on you sooo much,
and even till right now,
i still do.
but i guess this is the end of the two of us.
from now on,
you go ur ways and i go mine.
we have nothing to do with each other anymore.
you just hurt me so much.
and i cant believe that the person i once dote on,
the person i care for so much,
the person i always love,
the person who is close to me,
the person whom i cherished alot ,
the person who i always sided,
just hurt me like this.
you may think it is a small problem,
but end of all,
this is done,
and once again,
i will say goodbye to the two of us.
xiuting,
you once mean alot to me.
but i guess its time we both go our own ways.
dun ever let me hear any news about u getting caught for pg anymore.
dun ever do anything wrong will u?
im still worried for u,
but this has to stop.
i need to let u leave me from now on,
i choose to end all this.
dun ever go home so late or run away from home.
dun ever make anybody worried for u.
dun be naughty anymore.
from this moment on,
when joanna yong leave ur side,
please learn how to think already.
dun ever let me feel disappointed that the didi i once teached,
are jus someone who everybody think tt she cannot make it.
iloveu,
my once dearest didi.
goodbye.
