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my ideal lover
Thursday, September 17, 2009 2:04 AM


ive finally confess to you,
that im in love with you.
you told me you are confused,
and asked to take things slow.
i wanted to try and work it out with you,
but i know u wouldnt like me to do so.
im confused about how you're feeling towards me right now.
its been months and ive finally told u so.
i dun expect anything from u,
i know that u're in a difficult position as well.

i know we are of different world and age gap is different.
but for u,
i wil try to be a little more mature and also more independent.
i will promsie never to make u worried for me.
i hope the outcome will be what i always hope it turn out to be.

im afraid,
because i know u are not the one.
but love is blind,
even if its only for awhile,
i stil wan to have a history behind us.
dun hurt me like how others have done so.
dun play with me like how others did.
dun destroy me like how ive been destroyed before.

the wae u take care of me makes me feel protected.
the wae you protect me makes me feel secured.
the way you hug me makes me feel like caressing in ur arms forever.


BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.

('v')YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME.('v')

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LINKAGE
PRECIOUS LOVE.
♥KATHERINE baby.
♥XIUTING didi.
♥JANELLE sister.
♥MIRA meimei.
♥ATHARI molly.
♥SHILAH babe.
♥WILSON boyfriend.
♥JANUS sweets.
♥EMERSON didi.
♥GERMAINE aunty.
♥AK darling.

FAMILY LOVE.
❥daphne.
❥ernest.
❥rachel.

FRIENDS LOVE.
★diana.
★alicia.
★chris.
★kelly.
★yuting.
★jazmin.
★renee.
★esther.
★zhihao.
★seri.
★nikki.
★ivy.
★amelia.
★mingyi.
★wendy.
★xiner.
★ak.
★priscilla.

SCHOOL LOVE.
✯zara.
✯aida.
✯rena.
✯suhaiza.
✯alicia.
✯lisa.
✯suzlynn.
✯bernice.
✯sherilyn.
✯tabitha.


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