so i guess im the only fool who you'll lie to time after time?
so i've been stupid enough to believe all the things u say.
to trust you and get hurt again?
to cherish our frienship and end up being treated like a toy?
ive trusted you and care for you so much.
yet again and again u disappointed me.
with all those stupid lies and using me like a spare tyre.
i swear this time i hate the feeling.
and i hate you with all my heart right now.
you make me feel so dumb,
feel so stupid and foolish.
am i just someone who don't deserve to be loved by friends?
am i just any simple girl you'll never notice on the street?
am i just someone who you only find when u need help,
other than that just pump me aside at the corner and neglect me?
everyone also like that to me,
havent i tried my best in everything i do to make my friends happy?
ive tried so hard to stay strong,
to act as though nth happen and im fine.
yet again and again ,
when the wound is about to heal,
sth happen and struck me in my mind again.
and everything just go to the point of what happen all these years.
i know i shouldnt have blame 'it' for the things tt has been happenin.
but,
why me?
because only you know how destroyed i am.
because its you who planned it for me.
because its u who i seek comfort in.
so dear God,
heal me.
open up my heart and allow me to forgive.
give me strength to continue loving everyone around me.
