i see so many of my friends in love and get hurt tremendously.
i see myself slowly slowly fading away from the love.
i guess its a good start:)
exams are around the corner.
and todae im gonna stay home and focus on my project:)
MOLLY,imissulei.hahas!for everybody's information,
im not mia-in yahs?:)
i met siao-eh and ah tan korkor n ah siang ytd at yishun:)
i went down yishun with baby.
hahas im so happy to catch up with old friens.
and was realli happy for myself ytd,
becuase kat,ah tan and xiuting was realli emo-in when we slack at the void deck,
playing songs and smoking.
baby and ah tan so damn sad okie!
and xiuting cried.
than i was like stoneing there singing with them.hahas
but my emotions didnt get me away.
i DIDNT EMO AT AL,for tt point of time with them lahs:)
so i feel that this is
the first step of getting over him.
after tt went to east coast to drink.haas.
i had 'sore-eyes'.
my eys were damn red ytd lahs.
ytd sis text me and sae i disappointed mummy alot.
i feel damn affected by it,seriously.=x
she say whatever im doing irks her alot.
and i was so angry with ernest just now tt i scolded him damn badly.
he quarreled with ah ma and say that its all daddy's fault.
he wanted to get dad's number and call him to scold him.
say that he gamble,womeniser,and make mummy suffer so much.
i was damn f**kin pissed alright.
but come to think of it,
why should i scold him?
when he is actually right.
but well,
ive gotta admit that i side daddy.
no matter how much mum work like a slave bcuz of us,
i still prefer daddy.
maybe because i long wanted daddy to be back?:)
well,i love my dad.
and i should really try ways to coax ernest now.
otherwise he would black face me for weeks!=x
i wanna go back church,
after settling all that's in my way.
goodbye:)
