expressing your hunger for God's love,through songs.

no harm hearing it esp when you're feeling emotionally,physically & spiritually tired.

the road ahead is still long as we began to think of the future.
everything happens for a reason in life.
God say he loves me because i'm his child.
so no matter what pain i have been sufferin from,
i know he will be there to heal this broken heart of mine.
things that i've been suppressing for a long time ,
God sees it all.

so just a little prayer for myself:
'Dear God,
take away all those sadness ive accumulated throughout all these painful years.
nobody know me better than you do.
take away all those pain and misery that i've been feeling.
wipe away all those tears that has been flowin down unknowingly in the night.
guide me through this period of time when i feel that the world is crushing down.
give me a heart of forgiveness towards people who have hurt me before.
let me have a peace mind whenever i am makin decision.
calm e down whenever i feel anxious .
give me hope to live on for tomorrow.
send the holy spirit to feel me with his presence.
for all these years,
you have always been there to give me strength.
and only you have not given up on me.
you're the only one who knows how i have been feeling.
may you take away all the hatred grown in my heart for my family n friends.
thanks you Lord,
for your unconditional love.
AMEN.'

it has been so long since i've seek God for comfort again.
after talking to my cousin pris and having her to pray for me,
i feel so much better.
and i believed that God sent her to talk to me,
and to pull me through all this.
i believed that she will be able to help me through this melancholy period.
thank you so much my cousin (:

i guess it should be time for me to worship God once more,
im a strong believer of God actually(:
but obstacles happens and eventually lose faith in him,
and started becoming really notorious.

i do believe that aunty mary will be watching me from heaven,
and i would be uphold in everyone's prayer.
like what pris has said,
if i don't love my father,
how am i supposed to love my heavenly father?
so i guess time is needed to heal those emotion and physical pain caused.