i understand that i sounded harsh in the previous post.
but you know what girl?
i do miss you alot.
and we have really drifted ever since last year.
in primary school,
we would always go choir together and go bedok inter together.
cynthia and i will play hide n seek in library with you,
and end up you will always be crying.
when we go for choir syf and you will share sandwich with me.
when u used to treat me drink milo and also eat fishball,
when u will always bring badminton racket n play together.
your dad always send me home and also send me to temple,
we will always pray and see the fortune thing.
everytime when we quarrel,
you always complaint to your mother than she will cal me.
we share lots of nicknames together like callin u 'SI-MEI',
buying bubble tea together.
and dressin up really nerd with polo tee and ur op pants.
ALSO to get caught n lock up in tanglin HQ together before.
12years of friendship,
we have only been in the same class for 4years.
our 8years of strong friendship together,
we see each other grow.
changin boyfriend and fallin in love together(:.
having sleepover n playin pillow fights together.
quarrelin over guys and friends.
going each other house to bai nian,
trying on clothes together,
putting on make up for each other,
going malaysia together and play.
had so much fun when we reali sit down,talk and drink.
comfort each other with long messages and letters.
never failing to spend each other bdae together.
singing song and emo together,
gossiping about other ppl we dun like.
taking neoprints together.
secondary school both u and i are in e different classes,
both of us are in different cca.
but still,our friendship was so strong.
so strong that we still go out almost everydae together,
you waited for me to end cca and i waited for urs to end.
we go 85 market to eat together.
and even pon-in school together,
quitting school at the same time.
joined the same private sch n same course.
and slowly things have drifted apart as we grow older.
slowly we both have our own circles of friends,
we quarreled almost everydae.
thank you for endurin my temper and nonsense.
thank you for never givin up this friendship.
but perhaps its because you didnt realli talk out wad u feel and all?
perhaps its because you always dun care about what happen to me,or us.
that is why i would always think of u this wae n got angry.
both you and i have changed alot.
with our appearance,attitude n even goals in life,
both of us have realli changed.
sometimes i wish we would never grow up.
so we are able to enjoy those young lifes we have again.
when we will always run up n down library,
eating sumo house or watchin movie.
bullyin u when are are reali young.
and having movie marathon together.
going down ur house late in the middle of the night,
just to specially help you choose clothes to wear.
we used to be realli stubborn with doing things our way.
always wanting to have lots of friends,
and turnin realli rebellious.
but time past and things change.
now we have grown up,
and we both have been realli busy with doin our own things already.
from 7years old till 18years old,
counting to a dozen years.
really long,
come to think of everything that we've been thru,
im realli getting emotional because its just so much.
i dunno how long this friendhip will keep going,
but thank you so much.
thanks for everything that you have done to me in my life.
though you are not the closest friend to me,
but you are the dearest one to me(:.
and in my heart you always have a place.
iloveyousomuch.aunty.
goodbye to your japan trip:).
i may not be there to send you off,
bu i hope u wll call me up okie?
and chat to use finish my free international bal:).
remember to buy me back as many things as u can carry k.
and also ,
i hope we will get better when you're back:)
i dunno how am i going to open my mouth and talk to you,
that's why i choose to write it here.
our friendship realli mean alot to me.
everytime i had always wanted to tell u how much i cherish u,
but i dun have the chance to at all.
its kinda sad,
that our friendship would actually end up like this now.
but than,
you are my best friend.
from primary 1 until now,
u will always be.
and our plans of stayin together at the age of 21,
with many many promises we used to say.
bon vongage my dearest :).
i wish i could turn back time to wen im really young,
without worries or also sadness.
i hope i can be a kids once again,
to be showered with love by every single one.
but as we grow older,
people around us slowly leave one by one and also drifted.
i miss those childhoow moments i have.
although it wasnt realli great,
but at least i am really happier too.
and also,
imissyoualot.
