will go back to work again,
have decided to stand up on my own feet again:)
this would be my last entry for the time being,
decided not to blog anymore for now.
ive already made up my mind to let you go,
yet you're saying me with all those hurtfuls words.
my impression are fixed in ur mindset.
i do all this out of love,
because i know we can only go this far.
i know you want me to let go,
because u can never like me back.
and u want me to be happy.
u said that u dun want me to like u because its hard for both of us to move on.
now im trying so hard to let you go.
whatever you sae,
i will owax listen to you,
seriously just this time listen to me will u?
dont come into my life and hurt me anymore,
i seriously cannot stand it.
i said all i wanted to say all these while,
but you got angry with me instead.
every single thing u will only get angry and nth else.
angry at me...
sae me behind my back,
have you even cherished me before?
and u will never be the right one too.
TO YOU;
i only ask for some time from you,
to let me give up completely.
i NEVER want to fall back for you the 3rd time anymore.
thank you for hurting me so bad this time.
i swear,its extremely painful.
if i can,
i would tell you not to let me see you anymore.
because i dont wanna get hurt by u again and again.
how i wish i could hate you,
but i know i cannot.
leaving someone when u still love him wholeheartedly,
is the hardest thing to do.
i've done so much,
and all you think of me is like this.
even if letting go,
also want to hurt me.
i had enough from you.
seriously.
don't act as though you care,
when deep down you don't at all.
you call this truth?
i called this all lie.:)
no matter how much i miss you,
i long to see you,
everything would still remain the same.
