my friend,
we've been through many years of hardship together.
and this is the very first day i've ever quarrelled with u.
at that very moment,
my heart just went sinking all the way.
from the very begginning,
i knew it all that we were never close.
its all because of her tt is why we have today.
but i know if ever you moved on,
we would contact lesser or even lost contact?=x.
whatever u said just now,
just break my heart so much.
its not because its hurtful,
but it is because i've nvr seen such YOU before.
im feeling really lost.
there is just so much frenship problems tt's happening.
i wish i could learn a listenin ear,
but all i can see is my fren all gettin hurt as time goes by.
hey i know you will be reading tis.
i admit i did say lots of harsh words to you.
and i seriously dont mean it at all.
but if that is the best way for u to get over me,
and for both of us to act as though we were nv close.
this time,
it wasnt ur fault but mine.
i chose this path between us.
its gonna be damn hard on me.
to wake up in the mornin without seein ur msg or miss call.
i hope u will always take care of urself.
study hard for ur o level.
turn straight one day.
dun fan what to eat for dinner.
dont always cry at night.
dont keep ur problems to urself.
do homework everyday.
dont go home late everynight.
always sleep early.
take care of ur eyesight otherwise owax blur vision.
dont let anyone despise you.
& one last thing,
forget me.
dont ask me the reason to it,
if you wanna hate me,
just go ahead with it.
i will be fine.:)
as long as u stay happy always...
and to YOU;
i dunno when can we ever mit up again.
i feel reali upset when u said that right in front of me just now.
its just like knowing that this is finally endin after draggin so long..
i will miss you,miss those time when we go out together...
from four yrs back all the way until now.
you used to treat me like a meimei,
but everything has changed.
and no matter if we walk on the street one day,
and passed by each other without saying hi,
u will still always be who u are in my heart.
and from than till now..
you're important,
and you will always be.
LISTEN UP,
i dunno if u will be reading tis.
but i hope u know tt this is for you.
i seriously dun unerstand what ive done for u to loathe me so much.
and u chose not to tell me anything also.
you know me for soooo long,
and we ended up like this.
to you,
im NOTHING at all.
but to me,
it seems like you're my EVERYTHING.
if you happen to read this,
PLEASE text me.
text me to let me noe u are okay.
to let me know that we will always be fren still.
you seriously wan me to get out of ur life?
you seriously have forgotten me?
why didnt u utter a word abt us?
not the love,
but our friendship.!
our frenship tt was once so dear and precious.
others,others,others...
than what about me? :(
please,damn it just take the fucking pain away.
i swear i couldnt hang on anymore.
ps:this post is written for three different ppl.
and this time its true tt ah siang's going to court tml.
