went to watch my very first M18 movie,
my bloody valentine,today :).
together with janelle,shilah,athari,zac,zaki,haslim,mel,terrence:)
so i sat next to athari and
OMG,
the show is reali
DAMN disgustin.
i couldnt stand it,so i was like squeezing athari's hand throughout.
and after the show,babe n janelle make fun of us,
AGAIN.
in the bus,
i was actually sitting next to babe,
but end up i was readin newspaper,
than the person next to me nudge me,
turn out to be athari beside.
i was REALLY shock.
i didnt really wanted to talk to him.
but still chatted so louded in the past,
and yeap,
it was fun:)
after movie,supposed to go boonlay,
than get down with jan at paya lebar bcuz of sth.
tt moment is just like a last look and turn away.=x
my heart was feeling so heavy...
this few days janelle and i have been really chatting alot.
bring up the past with pris,zhihao,ah bee and even tingwen.
kinda missed the past,
but now its only left with janelle and i =x.
JANELLE,i hope u are okay:)
i saw you todae.
i really did.
i guess im still not ready to se you.
all the pain jus came flashin back,
and im feeling really uneasy when we were out together.
i guess im really stupid also.
after janelle scolded me just now,
i realise tat im really foolish.
but what to do?
all is done because out of love=x.sigh.
im gonna rush project and the time now is 3:39am.=x.
met kor downstairs just now,
he is another foolish in this game of love=x.
hearing a song that is really makin me damn emo right now.sigh.
