and leading a new year without this two precious guy,
is the hardest thing i have to do.
because they never failed to be there for me.
the time arrived,
1215nn,
brother has to go in.
and yes,
we both hug n cried.
everyone was shocked that haryo cried.
i wished tt at tt point of time,
it would freezed.
sigh,
and followed by sotong,
he kept on sayin tt he didnt want to leave singapore.
but mdm said tt he has to go.
a last hug to him,
and he entered the gate.
after checkin in,
he stop and look at his phone,
those msgs me n s.ching sent to him.
we saw him wipe his tears!!
everyone cant bear to let dian go the most.
because he was the sotong in our outlet,
but all of us stil love n dote on him alot,
especially mdm.
but for me,it would be brother tt i cant bear to let go.
after bee sent me home tt night,
went hm to call s.ching.
and we both cried on the phone.
she sae she didnt expect haryo to cry.
sigh,i called brother n he cried too.
even until todae mornin,
s.ching called him,
he was crying=x.
our last photo together,
as we shared those memories n move on.
regretted not spending time with brother on monday just before he go.
met ah siang n headed to bugis followed by town.
went to mit s.ching and pig.
followed by watin sakura and i headed home.
brother came over to find me,
and we spent our last night at east coast.
it was sweet of him to pass me his perfume and his malay dictionary:)
todae's work was never fun.
i guess we started the yr wrongly.
thomas asked me to be his,
randomly.
but i avoided the question.
ah siang asked me for patch,
and i rejected too.
s.ching had a big fight with sir randy todae,
and she jus take her bag n goes off.
end up this whole week her schedule was cancelled=x.
and i fought with the new trainee todae.
though she's older than me,
but she was so rude lahs.
somehow feel pain when thomas sided her.
and i cried so long,
i dunno why i was so weak when i knew i wasnt in the wrong.
i knew that i had let him go.
but why is it tt when u hold her hand,
my heart just break into pieces?
