.the sweetest love of all.

a year has passed.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008 7:23 AM

Amazing Grace - Celine Dion

today is aunty mary one year death anniversary.
its been a year since i have seen her,
since i have heard her voice.
ever since her death,
no one has ever talk about her anymore.

aunty mary,
i miss you.
without you ard during new yr,
samuel's wedding,
family gathering,
christmas.
and even not having u to wish me on my bdae anymore.
no one to tell me that there's nice show on tv.
no one to call me up and asked me how am i.
its been a year.
but im still missing you,
and somehow hoping that u didnt leave us at all.
there's nth i can do right now,
only to regret not cherishin u when u are ard.
u're my closest aunt
u're my precious aunt.
although u died just at the age of 49,
still,
i thank u for ur unconditional love this 16 yrs of my life.
ur death has make me stronger,
ur death has make me cherish my love one more.
thanks for this whole yr of appearin my my dream.
i noe u are lookin at me down from heaven.
i noe u noe how much i missed u.
im still trying to accept the fact tt u are gone.

one year back,
i hold ur frail hand so close to my face.
i told u to pull thru,
no matter how painful it was.
i guess u must have been tired.
i noe that u wanted to go.
and not cherishin u before,
was the greatest regret daph,ernest and i have.
sorry for owax disobeyin u.
sorry for being rude.
sorry for not being able to see ur care.

i thank god for u as my aunt.
and i thank u for loving me.
caring for me.
i still miss you even after a year.

At all times I will bless Him,
His praise will be in my mouth,
my soul makes its boast in the Lord;
The humble man will hear of Him,
the afflicted will be glad
and join with me to magni - fy the Lord.
Let us exalt His name together forever,
I sought the Lord,
He heard me and delivered me from my fears;
Let us exalt His name together forever,
O sing His praises magnify the Lord.

and yes,
vivid memories just flashed back.
and we have been beenin u badly.
u left us just too soon.

in loving memories of you;
18sep1958-12dec2007.

i love u,
my dearest aunt.
(read my sis blog to noe more abt my aunt.)