above are pictures taken with my dearest brother,
haryo.went to marina square,taka,vivo,sentosa:)
and back to my home,.thanks for sendin me home brother:)
ytd night was such a bad dae to me.
had a talk with him,
and finally he admitted sth to me.
mdm and sir just dun allow us to be together.
which is why all this while he doesnt give me any status.
he asked for my hand ytd,
he asked me to be his.
but i rejected.
after waiting for so many months,
i still reject in the end.
it took me so much courage to let go of someone i love.
i didnt know ive caused so much problems to you.
all the mdm n sir had been talking to you,
yet they didnt want me to know about it.
maybe because u're the senior yet im jus a part timer.
you asked me not to think about it,
but i cant.
i know with me around,
you'll only be more stress.
why didnt you tell me about it?
szeching keep on asking me to let him go,
mdm fye knew that sth was going on,
germaine asked me not to go any further,
sir boy asked me to be strong.
but its just that,i cant.
ive made up my mind to let go,
i told szeching.
she asked me not to waste my time.
*thanks sister.:)
anywae,
MDM CK LAST DAY WILL BE TODAE!!! :(
awww,she's leaving fb,breeks, n everywhere!.
im not supposed to sae where she's going,
but one think for sure,
she wouldnt be around anymore lahs:(
mdm,thanks for everything for this 5months:)
nikki had already left fb =x.
thursdae would be anton last dae.
and in a month plus,
dian and haryo would be going back too=x.
sigh,everyone's leaving and time for fb to co-operate and buck up as well.
todae is 9nov.
and we've broken up for a month le.
this one month,
ive been doing well.:)
and never failed to send u goodnight msg.
sorry to u,if im getting more boring each dae.
but jus wan u to noe tt,
i still care alot for u:)
thinkin of you now,
still cause pain in my heart.
but as ive tried to move on.
i believe it'll get better in time.:)
just alittle more,alittle,
and i believe im over it:)
maybe after all that you've said,
the only way for me is to let go.
im not worthy of your love.
you got me thinkin the whole of ytd night.
and yes,
its better for us to remain just like this,
and nothing more than that.
remembering those time when we first went out,
when we first talk,
when i first saw you,
and when i first get close to you.
its been months,
and all this are only meant to be memories.
im sorry for being selfish,
but i guess,
ive gotta get going.
you will be happier.
your hug once make me feel secure,
your kiss once make me feel loved.
your words once make me feel happy,
you once make me love u:)
