i dwelled back in our past time ytd,
and my heart just feel all the pain.
i know you sae u like me in the first place,
is because of her.
u just wanted me to be happy at that time.
why would it be hurting so much still,
when im supposed to moved on and get going,.
i don't wanna continue thinking of you.
maybe its because you've left me here with many untold truth?
all i want is to hear you speak about us again.
i know its meant to be over for a month,
but u got me clinging on to it.
we are just meant to be friends,
and it hurts having to stand right next to you,
hiding my feelings.
i dont wanna go on like this anymore,
i know that my heart wouldnt be able to control.
i know i wouldnt be able to let it go so fast.
i dun even know what im feelin right now.
i know im not even supposed to be thinking of you,
i should be happily moving on.
but there are times when i fall back once more,
and vivid memories just flask back.
no matter what i do,
i will still think of you.
no matter where i go,
i see most of our memories places.
sigh,
we can hardly evn tok now,
i can barely even look into ur eyes now.
u will never be forgotten by me.
u will owax be remembered.
whenever u are sad,
u can owax still turn to me for comfort.
i will still be like a fren,
reaching out to u when u are lost,
picking u up when u fall,
wiping ur tears when u cry,
comforting u when u are depressed.
lending u my shoulder when u need a shoulder,
be ur listening ear when u need to complain.
athari,
this is specially for you.
thanks to thomas for always standing by me.
even though we quarrel almost every night,
but still,
he make me happy:)
be it if we're frens now,
or what,
my life doesnt seen such a waste anymore:)
thank you so much.
