thanks to
haryo for coming to find me tt night,
and spendin the night with me at east coast park:)
out wih
xiangxiang todae to liang court,
followed by orchard.
i didnt noe girls can actually chat non-stop for 5hours=x.
talking to her make me come to my senses,
and yes,ive decided wad i shld do :)
home and received a call from
ah siang.
asked me to go down yishun to find him,
than i was thinkin n thinkin n thinkin..
finally said yes,
because he CLAIMS tt he's sad over his wife.
met
brother at eunos mrt bus-stop,
he kept on beggin me nt to go,
pull my hand so pain seh.
saw sir
louie,
and i heard tt he's off to stayin at brother's hostel,
cuz louie's boyfriend leavin singapore tml le=x.
end up,
needa catch last bus to yishun,
so said goodbye to brother
he somehow have tears in his eyes eh=x
i noe he's worried for me,
but,sigh..walkin away from him is painful somehow=x.
on the bus,
siang called me and asked me where am i etc..
end up i realised he bluff me sth,
so i was so angry i get down the bus,
and end up at e last stop of hougang=x.
replied
mingyi's earlier text,
and told him tt im lost at hougang,
so he kept on asking me to stay where i am...
than i insisted on walking,
he called n text me,didnt replied=x.
dunno why,somehow he managed to find me..
and he insisted on sendin me home by bicycle.
HE IS SO SWEET N NICE PLEASE.on the way back,
chatted alot alot alot..
and i get down at kim chuan road,
i didnt want to go home,
and i chased him home in the end.*laughs.
(mingyi,thanks for the sentence u said to me,
-'when u are extremely upset,i would be there for u.'
and for sending me home despite having to wake up tml morning:) )
took an hour plus to walk to eunos mrt,
met
brother again.
and yes,
he never failed to be the one standing by me.
he was soooo tired,
i could see from his expression .
but he still wan to send me home,
end up..i asked him to go home,
but he didnt want to.
he piggyback me for 20metres..
hahas than i decided to get down:)
chatted at busstop,
and yupp...
walk home alone after tt.
total walked for 4hours 20mins todae:)
from 12mn all the way to 420am:)
and im home.
(includin sitting on the bike for 10min)
i know it hurts for u to see me turn and walk away,but in one month time,it'll be me who will be seein ur backview instead.just as u turn and walked into the hall,it'll be the last time i'll ever see u again:(and walkin back to the bus stop just now,realisin u're not there for me,its just like walkin back into my old life without u.one month later,when i turn back and look for u,i'll slowly realised tt u're no longer behind me,and i have to pick myself up ,to go back to my old life,without you.yes,u'll be sad.im sorry to make u cry.but, i'll be even sadder.because,u doesnt belong to here,u still have to go back to ur ur world.im jus ur memories in singapore,i'll be the one leaving behind here,with all the memories,and places where we've been to before.one dae,u might forget how i look like,forget eunos,forget the route to my hse,and,u might even forget me.time's passin by so fast.u'll only be left with a month,and we've been really close with each other:)i'll miss u,definitely,i will.YOU,
if readin my blog makes u inferior,
than,dun read on.
don't use all ur words to spike me.
i dun even need ur care and concern.
and pleae,
get out of this.
dun say tt i've changed,
when truth is,
i just
STOP living life,the way u want me to.
ive grown up,
dun treat as a little kid anymore.
BYEBYE!
off to sch soon later,
wed going buy sweetheart's present with brother:)
thurs im out with s.ching n xiangxiang before work!!:)twist.
thurs gonna SABO thomas ar i tell u,haas!
cuz his bdae fall on fri:)
sun will be sabo-in s.ching,
as her bdae falls on mon:)
than off to pub with her,
and might be gg malaysia on mon to celebrate:)
tweets life XD
