Sunday, October 5, 2008 9:19 AM
maybe,maybe ive really lost it.maybe right now she's gone,and its time for me to slowly accept the fact.met jan and ah bee at starbucks tm today.and yes,we were as lame as before.i miss him.i really do.maybe he's not used to it.maybe im demanding too much.but i know,he asked me to be prepared for it.and yes,im really prepared.prepared for anything that might hurt me.im sorry,sorry for falling so deep in love with you.
i dunno wad has got into me.im sorry.sorry for what i have done.how do i pick myself up again?sorry.