disappointment, i guess.
only way to sae is im really upset.
but i know this time i must be strong,
i know that the only way for me to pull thru,
is to work and put everything aside.
hard but i still have to.
disappointment,
till my heart is feel of pain to make up my mind.
its time,
i guess.
:(
i've never felt like this before,i swear.
