despite being friends for a decade of years,
end up disappointment is all i have.
what do i see in our friendship?
nothing but ending.
cherishing a fren like her,
is wad i have being doin all this while.
and yet,
all i get is disappointment and heartbreaks from her.
a friend that i care so much for,
yet all my effort are wasted.
i just don't want her to end up like me.
why am i so concern for her?
why am i sitting here feeling the ache n disappointment,
yet she's out there enjoying herself.
now ive finally see it thru,
nothing but just a decade yr of frenship going down the drain.



i told you that i'm going to get it over,
and yet u doesnt noe what im trying to mean.
how do u difference shape between lover n friends?
well,i guess u never know the difference.
don't say its love,
when its only meant to be best friends.
LET IT GO.



life hasnt been really good,
with all those stress and disappointment received.



sometimes i like to be alone
ijustsawyou.

(i think this photo is nice XD)

i just wished for a little more time for god above,
to let me have a little more time.
i understood that if you really love someone,
and u wanted him to be happy,
but his happiness is not you,
than let him go.
maybe after all this,
its time to face the fact,
that you are not the right girl for him.
just meant to be friends.
a heart aches the most,
when u realised the reality,
that u have to let go of a person you love alot.
even before u get to start a story,
u have to end it.

hope im just not being too selfish

remember how much i once loved you.