both of us have move on.
with hearts crying,
memories flashin back,
and moving on with a smile,or heart ache.
to
you;
i get bothered when i think of u.
maybe too used to ur presence,
i know one dae u will free me,
and let me go.
i know u are always here for me,
sumtimes i wanna cry on ur shoulder.
to tell u how i feel.
but i just cant.
i dunno how to tell you,
maybe one dae u will leave my side,
and see ur little girl grow up to be independent.
indeed,
4yrs of frenship,
u never failed to stand by me,
but im sorry i choose to close the door to allow u into my heart.
u see me grow,
indeed..
from how innocent i was,
to how naughty i can get to.
u've seen me cry,
heart break,
angry,
crazy,
depressed,
hurt,
stress,
smile,
foolish.
thank you.
maybe u might feel used,
but u are not.
i can assured u tt.
i wanna turn to u and cry so badly now.
but i jus dunno how to face u.
maybe because i wan u to see the strong me,
so if ever one day,
u want to leave,
u will not she bu de.
and u will fang xin go bahs =]
thank you,
from the bottom of my sincere heart.
to
someonei know u will read my blog.
but we dun contact.
i know u still care for me,
even though its been so long since we broke up.
its been more than half a yr since u let me go.
i know i once asked u,
if u dun like me anymore,
will u still dote on me,
u sae no.
u doted on me because u love me.
i know u hate me now,
dare not get close to me anymore.
because u scare to get hurt again.
maybe because of wad i have done last time,
u will never forgive me.
i asked u before,
will u ever like me back after we break,
u said maybe.
well,
im waiting.
i wan to like u,
but i scare u will never like me back anymore.
because of all e hurts ive given u.
but im willing to make ammendments to it.
i dare not contact u,
afraid tt u will be scare getting close to me agin,
afraid tt i will hurt u.
sorry,
i know u know who u are.
if u know,
contact me.
because ive been waiting so long for u to contact me again.
i do read ur blog sumtimes,
do see how u're happier in life without me now.
and readin back on the past post,
gets me missing the past so much.
sorry,
but somehow a part of me find it so hard to let go.
will we be able to tok abt us again?
ive been always saying sorry to u,
but seriously,
i do mean it.
im awaiting.
pls,
forgive me.
i guess,
our meeting were too early.
and i was jus some playful girl out there wantin to flirt last time.
if we had met later on,
i guess,
everything wouldnt turn out this way.
as ive already learn to cherish,love,and to be faithful in love.
ps: time drawing nearer,
will i be able to pull thru?
suddenly emo like hell todae,
i hope tml will be a better day for me.
im sorry for all ive done in e past,
my dramatic past,
fucked up attitude,
everything...
sorry to everyone,
who had been deeply hurt by me before,
i was just too immature at that point of time.
ive lost so many ppl because of wad ive did.
i hope u would be able to see me change n return as a fren =x
you will never contact me,because u dun wan to dwell back on the past,maybe im just dreamin on.im jus waiting on false hope.
