.the sweetest love of all.

tell me where it hurts now.

Monday, August 11, 2008 12:15 PM

read the post before this,
its specially written for janelle tan =]

~~ALICIA~~
alicia meimei say that i sound happier in my blog?
is it true?
well,i guess i did =]
life's not as torturing as how it used to be.
life's happier.
i miss pot.
my adorable meimei,
just to tell u,
u are the last person that i dote so much on,
i used to promise u tt u'll be e only meimei i dote on so much,
well i guess i did keep tt promise? *winks.

~~KATHERINE~~
talked to weiwei about katherine.
well,baby,
i hope u know tt i miss u.
seeing u gettin me off ur featured fren,
hurt me more than anything.
but u have ur fren,
this frenship still go on,
its just tt we are no longer close =]

~~GERMAINE~~
girl,you're my dearest,
just because i blog about janelle,
doesnt mean tt u are forgotten XD
we;ve been thru much.
11yrs,
and i believe,
last half a yr,
was indeed a torture.
i put in so much effort to let go,
even though the memories are v vivid,
but its still the past,
i believe now im happier =]
just waiting for u,
to mature.
to be independent.
although i know i nag alot,
but next time when u think back,
u'll find my naggin worthwhile =]
(blame god for me havin close frens like janelle,yinjie and cheryl,
they are NAGGERS with lots of life sense =] )
we still got long long long long way.
u know it veri well right?
i am always standing behind u.

AK
darling,u might not read my blog,
but rather surprise to see a post for u ya?
well,
suddenly we are like...QUITE close now? =]
im owax there to help u for ANYTHING~
im serious,
we'll go teoheng together.
we'll talk abt ur stuff n mine=]
we'll msg with emotions n lameness.
i dunno if ur stuff IS confidential anot,
so we'll save it to tok in msg instead =)
just know tt,
i care for u still =]

~~YINJIE~~
we're always close for a period of time,
till we fight n things starts from anew again.
thanks for standing by me.
ur post is short,
because i rather keep those words in my heart =]

~~DAPH & ALY~~
no more both of u.
just to see the two of u ending in an eye wink.
sad though but,
one dae still will end.
glad tt u two remain as frens.
even though a part will still stay.
move on happily,
and though ssa,
never gonna see u anymore,
its kinda sad.
afterall,
been seeing u for 3 yrs lahs.
suddenly everythin jus change.
but i believe,
my sister suffer more.
hopefully ah jian treat my sister good,
if not i'll ~~kill~~ him.
haas.
~~ah siang~~
this might get a little emo,
and depressing.
this is goodbye to us this time.
i dun like u anymore,
but memories stays.
sorry for not being there when u need me.
i promise u i'll find a good guy.
promise u i will be happy still.
i know u tried ur best in everything,
to show me all tt u can,
to give me all that u have.
there's no more me n u.
dun sae u still love me,
if all this are just lies.
description?
HURT.
PAIN.
SAD.
even though ur going is painful,
i wont ask u to stay.
because we will never be like how we used to be anymore.
i thought we had so much time,
but time wait for no man.
we both decided to end it,
be it in tears,smile or any other thing,
memories will be brought along.
but boy,
not for me.
i'll dump OUR memories behind,
and just moved on without u.
life's gonna be tough ,
but i believe i can.
give me some time.
sometime wanna asked u,
what exactly happen to us?
how on earth did we end up like this?
but i guess,
its just because of the two of us.
swearing tt i'll nvr mention abt US anymore,
we'll both go our own way from now on.
im trying not to think,
trying not to reminisce.
i dun wanna go on anymore.
cuz memories flashing back,
is indeed painful.
~~damn it,~~
i swear its gonna be the last time im crying for u.
goodbye love.
i'll get better in time.

~~MONKEY~~
you were never mine.
i've never fallen in love with u.
perhaps u are just someone who i 'rush in' to grab?
nahs,
im not as upset as u think i would be.
im just expecting too much from u.
kinda hate u for how u are treating me.
they sae u like me.
but u see,
i dun want u.
even though i see u EVERYDAY.
i just want to have a clear cut.
we are frens.
from wad u sae,
we are just FRENs.
u;re jus my imagination.
used to thought,
it'll be fun with ur presence around.
but im gonna stop all this,
before i fall in love.
before im hurt by u.
u are cute.
u're nice.
but,
NOT FOR ME.

phew,
let time heal the pain.
kinda havin a 'sour' heart now.
but tml will be better =]

byebye bloggy.
thanks for allowing me to crap here.
hees.

ps:we ended it just like this.
shuld it be tears or smile?
goodbye were said,
wad should be our emotions? =x

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