even if loving you was a risk i'll have to take,
i'll live with that.
even if loving you was like causing myself to be a prisoner,
i'll stay in the cell forever and never come out.
even if loving you end up with never in return,
i'll be able to bear the consequences.
so tell me baby,
how long do i have to wait?
till u're back into my arm once again.
im bleeding in love once more.
will someone tell me,
never to cry for him anymore?
he'll never be the guy who can kiss me goodnight anymore.
he'll never be the one who i can hear him say e word 'forever'.
he'll never be the one to fetch me home from work.
he'll never be the one who i fed ice cream to.
he'll never be the one i can turn to.
he'll never be the one for me to hug.
he'll never be the one.
he'll never be the guy.
he'll never be mine.
i just asked for one more night,
to be able to stay by your side.
i dun have the courage to admit,
to realise tt u're actually gone.
heart aching in pain.
as i slowly see u drifting away.
my heart is breakin up into pieces,
as i sit here and try to type.
i see no ending to what im doing.
i see no happiness to what im hoping.
im waiting helplessly.
im trying to turn back in time.
trying so hard,
till its gonna kill me soon.
pain within me,
im trying to move on.
its killing in painfully.
im instantly forced to look at everything differently right now.
even if u wouldnt love me in the future,
the biggest mistake in my life,
was to ever let you go.
and the foolishly lie now,
was to tell myself tt u'll return.
the only thin ive regret,
is loving a guy who will never love me.
and forgettin the one who did.
u doesnt intend to catch me,
when i fall from tt smile of yours.
im suffering deep in my heart,
knowing tt ive lost u.
but smiling on the outside,
pretending tt im over u.
to
you,
i get an ans to ur post.
i get the ans i wanted to hear.
i know wad u're trying to tell me.
even if its hurting me so much right now,
im sorry for being selfish,
actually thinking of my own,
and never spare a thought for u.
its good when u're actually better off without me.
maybe its time,
i see the truth.
we'll never be frens anymore.
i promise,
i wont disturb u anymore.
promise me,
u will be happier.
and it jus hurt so badly right now
