Saturday, July 12, 2008 9:36 AM
going on and on.
life's like this.
going to work,
coming home to sleep.
keeping myself really busy.
suddenly feel so lonely.
because i have no love XD.
hahas.
but its okay.
i have the love of my colleague n my dearest fren !=].
sometimes its best to feel this way.
single,
and not in love.
i should be happy than=].
im happier nowadaes.
even though memories jus keep flashing back.
half a year has past so fast.
and everything has change.
nowadays think back of memories spend with zhihao.
he used to dote on me so much.
but its my fault for all this.
and i dun blame him if he hates me now.
so many thing happen.
so many ppl change.
so many ppl walk in n out of my life.
im thankful for having yinjie by my side nowadays.
i know she dote on me alot.
to think i actually disappoint her so much.
she see me change.,
from last time till now,
but she never failed to stand by me.
and yes,
thanks to her,
she make me stronger than yesterdae,the past,everything=].
i saw a young girl,
realli young.
around the age of 3.
i told her,
'when u grow up,
dun ever have ur heartbroken because of guys'.
and as i reflect back,
many things changes.
i do miss some things,
but somehow i hope i'll be able to be strong.
strong to pull thru,
n bring those memories along with me as i walk on in life.
i believe everyone come and go.
so learn to cherish every single min u have in life.
girl,
im grateful for everything that happen to us.
because it makes us stronger.
and make our friendship stronger.
u may not know,
but ur frenship mean so much to me,
sorry for all those disappointment.
and thanks for all those happy times.
i miss u.
and i believe our frenship will last,its okay if there are times u wasnt there for me.its okay if u hurt me alot.it okay if u cant find ur true self.u noe im owax here.u noe i'll always be ard.and i miss those time when we sat down n tok.when we cry together.when we really enjoy ourselves so much.when we tok about others together.when we had little fights over something.11yrs..11yrs of frenship.we see each other change.from pri1 all the way till now.see each other grow up.how we used to tease each other.how we completely forget to contact each other for months.but everything still pull us together again=].if one dae we ever lose contact,i'll just cry.thank you girl.getting emotional.as though time is realli passing by so fast.indeed,it realli is.alot of goodbyes havent been said,and we'll never get to meet up again.didnt know the words we said was meant to be the last.didnt know the hug we gave each other was the last.didnt know the fight we had,break us apart.走到了最像朋友的出口,我们怎么能回头?记得要过得比我更快乐,答应我珍惜对的人那一双手.i miss u.
