Thursday, June 5, 2008 9:47 AM
i believe,i will find my mr prince one dae.actually im quite emo todae.but i went over to find zhihao.i plead him to meet me for around half an hour=[[.and finally he did.and well,as it owax happen,when i meet him ,nth good happen=x.i asked him to give me ride around.i pleaded him again.and he agreed!even though didnt tok much to him,at least i noe he still care for me.and ya,im really touch.alot of regrets in me.hope to spend more time with him before i get admitted into hospital=x.let me see,by than,i'll be dropping many hair,i'll be bald one dae.i'll be lookin so frail.so weak.so sick.maybe one dae,all my friends would be sitting beside my bed.maybe one dae,they will feel my cold hand,see the heart beat going down.slowly slowly.i'll be gone.OH NO!!!nightmares ar!=x.i still got so many things to do.still got so many place havent go.im so happy todae.for once.after so long.i met up with zhihao.and for once he didnt scold me.he still bring me around.at that moment,i suddenly feel so happy for once.feel as though im the luckilest woman on earth.that moment,i dun feel any stress coming towards my directionstill,thanks for the memories given.i have so many things to sae still
im slowly getting used to it.check this website to see what i mean=]]
http://coloncancer.about.com/od/cancerprevention/a/Cancer_Symptoms.htm
