this will be the second entry for you. baby,i miss u. but u're gone. i know u dun love me anymore. i know u played with me. but still, i cant bring myself to let go. i have to act as though i dun care. its the only way i can do so.
i wanna be with you. but u dun want me anymore. what is the reason you go? what is the reason you choose to part from me?
如果要走,至少要告诉我. you say you dun deserve to be my daddy. but let me correct u, it should be me who dun deserve to be ur nuer. because u let someone else replaced me in ur heart. *i wish u would turn to me n tell me tt u were jus lying*. it hurts when i think that no longer would it be me who u call nuer. no longer me who call u daddy. no longer me to be ur xiao er mo. n no longer u to be my er mo daddy. im happy to talk to u on the phone. but my heart aches every single time i tink of u. i long to ask u why? its okay for not being lover. but i knew it myself tt i cant live without u as a daddy. my tears has been flowing for u for 4continuous days. and still, i act as though im fine when we r on the fone. but i realised, the pain's getting more and more painful each day.
i have so many things i want to sae. but its no use anymore. cuz someone replaced me in ur heart. im hurt. yes i am. but i dun blame u for the pain. i blame myself. because its me who dunno how to use the right way to love u. im sorry tt i've loved u wrongly. its my fault for all the pain in me. im to blame, not u. i loved wrong, tts why u go away.
i dunno if i should wait on. friends asked me to move on. but a part of me want to stay. maybe stay but not get so upset over him.
boy,listen carefully. our relationship has already ended. even though i still love u, but it all doesnt matters now. i love u, thats why i choose to let go. i dun want to be ur burden anymore. i will go away from you, but i promise i still love u. and secretly, i'll be missing you=].
Thought I couldn't live without you It's gonna hurt when it heals too It'll all get better in time And even though I really love you I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to It'll all get better in time Since there's no more you and me It's time I let you go So I can be free And live my life how it should be No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you.
i long wanted to tell u in msg just now, that i miss you..
and yes,
im in pain.
pain to see u dote others.
pain to see u leave.
pain to drift from u.
pain to accept the fact tt im no longer needed.
pain to accept tt fact tt i have to move on,
WITHOUT YOU.
BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.
