my birthday has finally arrived.
happy birthday to joanna.
i tried to be happy.
many people asked me to.
but deep down,
i know i cant be.
thanks to renee for asking me out.
i feel so down.
today is my birthday,
im supposed to go out with him.
but he decided to end it ytd.
birthday girl shouldnt cry.
what a bad birthdae i have.
i dun want my birthday.
i want to move on.
im letting go.
he dun deserve all this.
ive changed so much for ur sake.
yet u choose to end it just by a stupid mistake i've done.
maybe letting go is better.
but what hurts the most is u promise to spend my bdae with me,
yet u lied.
i realised no one actually remember my birthdae.
but im so moving on without you here.
u may be someone i love,
but if its meant to go,
than go.
i wont dwell on it anymore.
i;ll be sad.
but im moving on.
after my bdae,
i can.
its gonna be hard.
but who says im not trying?
im so gonna celebrate my bdae todae.
i wont think of u.
you played with mei'll update more tml.=]]
im going out.
