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i feel the pain.
Sunday, February 3, 2008 12:24 PM

i suddenly realised time's running out.
im only left with 13 days.
mr sky,
u noe i reali cherish u alot.
no words can express my love.
i only have 13 daes left.
sigh.
by 17feb i have to break with u.
i have no choice.
but i reali need to let you go.
i love u,
thats why i choose to let you go.
i think u deserve someone beta.
i dun want all my frens to loathe you.
im in a lost of words.
if taizi korkor they all,
all wanna find u taiji,
i rather break with u.
than they will not find u trouble.
i dun wan the dae to come.
when i have to let you go.
when i have to give up on you.
when i have to mention the word break.
i just want you to be happi.
happi on your birthdae.
happi on valentine dae.
i wan to be the girl u will owax remember.
i wan to be the gal u reali love.
i wan to be ur everything.
i dun wanna sae goodbye.
but seriously i have no choice.
i just want you to be happi.
i just wan to leave footprints in ur heart.
i dunno why u just mean so much to me.
ive fallen deeply in love with you.
i dun wan 17 to come.
help me.
i reali feel hurt.
every single time when i think of those happiness u gave,
i feel happy.
but suddenly the thought of having to leave u soon,
breaks my heart..
my heart just shattered like this u noe?
i dunno how to sae..
i dun care how much u hate me,
how u push me onto the floor,
how u walk away,
how u get angry with me,
how u attitude me.
i just wanna cherish all this days.
i wanna be happy with u.
tts why ive decided to let the past go,
even though its killing me.
even though it breaks my heart alot..
days with you,
i will always remember.


i love the way you kneeled down and ask me to be yours.
i love the way you hold my hand.
i love the way you kiss me.
i love the way you hug me.
i love the way you irritate me.
i love the way you smile at me.
i love the way you say you dote on me.
i love the way you shout and say you love me.
i love the way you protect me.
i love the way you help me hold my things.
i love the way you call me dear.
i love the way you become serious.
i love the way you sing song.
i love the way you make me laugh.
i love the way you make me cry.
i love the way you make me angry.
i love the way you cuddle me in ur arms.
i love the way you stare at me.
i love the way you bring me go dating.
i love the way you control your tears.
i love the way you sae'tts v nice'.
i love the way you get jealous.
i love the way you ask me for patch,
i love the way you spike your hair.
i love the way you come and fetch me from my house.
i love the way we ji siao each other.
i love the way you touch my hair.
i love the way you chase after me.
i love the way you bleah probation for me.
i love the way you tell me about your dreams.
i love the way you say about your future.
i love the way you ask me why.
i love the way you ask me wad.
i love the way you ask me who.
i love the way you ask me how.
i love the way you keep on saying la.
i love the way you talk to me very nicely.
i just love you for who you are.


i dun wan you to leave.
i dun wan you to go.
but,
i'll be the one leaving.
i'll be the one going.
i love you,
but still,
i have to let you go.
i have to give up.
i wont be the girl you love anymore.
i wont be the one there le.
mr sky.
u have to move on.
i have to go.
we need to separate.
we have to.
but still,
i wont forget you.
you're once the guy i love most.
the guy who can make me smile.
make me cry.
make me think.
your my naughty boy.
the devil in my life.
the cruel you,
is who i love.
the serious you,
is who i need.
the funny you,
is who i want.
the happy you,
is who i smile for.
you're the one who i can cry for,
xintong for,
sad for,
happy for,
and go crazy for.
mr sky,WOAINI.



ps:you may not know how i feel.
but deep down,
i do love you.


BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
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