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i felt like shedding a tear.
Friday, December 21, 2007 4:09 AM

firstly,
i pass my n level=]
my frenship with germ okay alreadi=].

i finally end my two months of working=].
but my aunt has just pass away=[.



aunty mary,
i miss you.
u used to see me grow.
u used to be the one who make me smile,
u used to be the one who i find so irritating.
u used to be the one i love teasing.
when i was young,
i still remember how i dislike going out with you.
simply because u always embarrassed us in front of the public.
when u use to call us up and ask us to go out with you,
we would always find excuses to avoid the outing.
you use to call us up whenever u watch the tv n come pass nice show.
u nvr fail to wish every single one of us a happi birthdae every year.
whenever u have money,u would always bring us out to eat n treat us good food.
ure my closest aunt,
ure the best aunt i ever had.
ure someone who would hold me up in ur prayers.
ure my best aunt.
someone who dote n love me alot.
someone who makes me laugh n even get angry.
i rmb there was once when i had a quarrel with u.
and we didnt talk for a week.
but we still end up talking together.
though i nv reali show u tt i care.
but deep down i do.
and i love this aunt i have.
on the dae my grand ma die,
aunty mary never fail to attend her wake.
despite having difficulties in walking,
and i have to walk over to support her.i sae the frail aunty mary.
i saw how weak she is.
i remember when ah ma is about to be cremated,
she pass out.
on 30nov,aunty mary called me.
but i didnt answer her call.
as im in a bad mood and i noe she'll talk alot.
i didnt get to hear her voice.
to see her smile.
on her deathbed,
i told her.
aunty mary,i wan u to live on.
u can pull thru.
u must pull thru.
i know u dote on me alot.
im taking my results tml,
i will tell u my good news.
but u must wait on my good news.
u cannot die.
faster wake up .
u stil havent go watch movie with us.
i havent treat u to good food.
and i believe tt she can hear me.
i saw tears at the corner of her eyes.
but 3 hours later,
our family members were all told to go to the icu room.
every one stood there,
holding on to a cold hand,
surroundin the bed.
i keep telling myself.
aunty mary wont die,she'll live.
but her heart beat drop from 90+,to 30+ and slowly drop till 15.
finally,on dec17,at 1045pm,
aunty mary was pronounced dead.
shock?should i use tt word?
well she died too sudden,
i havent reali accept the fact tt she's gone.
aunty mary,now u'll be in heaven with ah ma.
no pain.u can walk properly.no more dialysis.
no sickness.i believe that its u who want to leave.
though ure only 49 yrs old.
thanks for bringing joy into my life for this 16 yrs.
thanks for being such a great aunty.
thanks for letting me know u.
thanks for being a part of my life.
thanks for all those times we shared.
thanks for all those craps we talk.
thanks for all those gossips we have.
thanks for ur nv failing love.
thanks for ur care n dote for us.
thanks for loving me.
till we meet again in heaven,
i strongly believe tt u're look after me down from heaven.
though i'll never get to see u again,
to hear ur laughter,
to see ur smile,
to see u.
but u'll stil be a vivid memories in my mind.
i love this aunty i have.
no body can replace u.
as for my beloved priscilla jiejie,
dun worry ,
i'll go over to find her if i have the time.
and i'll go over to take a look at ur pictures when im free.
thank you.



this are pictures of my beloved aunty.
i miss her so so so so much,
never would i know she'll leave this world so fast.
i haven reali get over my granny's death(she died 2months ago).
and now its my aunt's death.




in memories of you,goodbye.


BIOGRAPHY
♥`joanna.
♥`28june1991.
♥`music is everything to her.
♥`baby steps towards life.
♥`sentimental&emotional.
♥`materialistic&possesive.

('v')YOU WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME.('v')

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