im feeling the pain in me.who knows?you have cause pain in me.i dun wan my bro to be like this.i failed as his sister.every single time he goes mad,my heart just break.ah ma,why wouldnt u guide me in heaven?i told u i need u to watch over me.ah ma,where are you?i felt like crying.i felt like endin it.i failed.im nt a good sister,neither am i a gd fren.sumone has left me.i feel so lost.sumhow i hope she'll still care.but i guess she's gone now.hope she'll be gone for good.anyone out there,will u just heal my pain?i tried acting as though im alrightbut sumthing's killing me!!!!!!!im learning to love my family.
im learnin to stand up on my own,
to depend on myself.
ive learnt to be more matured.
but as this time when im going up,
*_ _ _ left me.
perhaps she cant accept the changes in me
keep me away from pain n hurts.
protect me,will anyone?
love's ain't good.
i guess,
love may hurts.
but losing a fren hurts even more.
nowadays,ive been reali afraid.
ever since my granny pass away,
i fear.
feared tt people close to me,
people who i love,
will leave.
leave me alone in this world.
to endure this.
i cry till my eyes hurts.
but i just kept on sheddin tears.
what happen to me?
below are some photos ive taken when i went for my cousin's wedding=]
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pathetic.
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mummy n me=]]
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self obsession.hahas
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bro,me n my sis=]
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i love my mama!
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bro n sis.
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bro n sis.