Monday, September 10, 2007 11:20 PM
yesterdae i went to eat steamboat.hahas...so nice.i eat four crab!im having rashes.but i still tgo and eat.jus keep on scratching myself there.yesterdae is a disater.but luckily i never quarrel with yinjie.that's the last thin i wanted to do.but i quarreled with zh.sian sia. im not reali in the mood to fight.wha he scold me KANINA. i was so shocked.oh well anywae,i tink ive been too sticky to zhihao le.i muz not be so sticky to him...muz change.cuz i go anywhere also....call his name.hmmm...
i hope i could hear another last time from wendy,katherine,jaz n esp germ n jan..tt to them,im veri important.i miss those times tt i noe they care alot for me.but at least i still got yinjie ,zhihao,pot n someone else...i dun wanna go on with quarreling with them....and i hate it when sumone dunno how to give in to me!i finally noe tt nobody actualli understand me n how i feel.i have alot of things to sae.but i dunno who to tell to.there is sumthin tt i keep inside me.i cant voice out.who will actualli understand n listen to me?
i miss janelle,germaine.but i believe that i miss janelle more than i miss anyone else.
i wan her back.i wan our friendship back.im still waiting for her.sigh...does she miss me as much as i miss her? will she miss me as much as i miss her? oh no....i miss the past alot. i guess...tryin to make myself not to think about her is impossible. but i do believe that she will still go on with life very fine. at least i noe ah bee will take care of her=] janelle,i miss u=[
i think you've change.
n ive change too.
but i still hope,
we'll be the best of frens.
jux like how we were.
when we first met.
i miss u.
seriously.
wanna be close to u once more.
specially go down find u when ure down.
pei u in whatever u do.
buy u spongebob toy when u want it.
share cigg with u when u dun have.
listen to ur problems when ure sad.
stay at ur hse with you.
eating lots of different kind of snacks.
accompany u to jiemei's hse to find her.
be a lightbulb there.
laugh n even cry together sumtimes.
quarrel n get jealous over small stuff.
happi moments we shared together,
i hope uve nt forgotten.
the small little promises we made.
to graduate together,
n next time when u have ur own house,
u will have a cupboard filled with different brand of cigg.
and u allow me to choose.
you still remember?
i hope u do.
still muz go red house together next time with jiemei.
i hope u noe i mean well for you=]
ps:do u still remember this entry?
KELLY,CHEER UP! U STIL HAVE ME!LOVES*
i wan u to smile like before.
ure still my girlfriend=]
