Saturday, September 8, 2007 9:23 AM
im not gonna sae anything.i will just let u be.u sae u needed me but i doubt tt u reali do.u make me feel as though there's no one out there.u dunno how much its hurtin me.u dunno how much im needing u.i noe u sae tt life still has to go on.but it wouldnt be perfect without u here anymore.this pain is causing me nightmares.ive been thinkin of u lately.ive been wanting u back into my life.even though ure here with me,but a part of u has alreadi go away.please tell me how am i suppose to move on.ure the one i need.please tell me how to go on.i cant sae anything anymore.u just dun belong to me.u've left me here.gal;there's nth i can do.i can onli see the wae u walk away ,leavin me all alone here.i hear ur voice,it melts my heart.i tried to get close to u.i wanna give u a hug.but i dun have the courage to.i hear the wae u tok about others in front of me.oh no its reali killing me.please give me some pills to cure my pain.the dae you went away,i thought u would look back n return to me.but oh no,ive been waiting so long.i guess its reali time.i have to move on.u jus dun belong to me anymore.i wanted to be more than a fren with u.but i guess i can onli be a little too self centred.u said tt i am.i said tt im not.i guess ure the one instead.u rather want to be happi n choose to leave me here.i dunno wads the reason u've left.but i did change.im just waiting for u.deep in my heart,every single time i see u,i wanna go up to u n hug u.like how we use to hug each other.i didnt realise tt the dae ,the hug,was meant to be the last.take back those pain in my heart.give me the direction ,back into your heart right now.im going no where now.theres nth to describe the melancholy deep inside me.i have to count the steps tt u take,i hope by than when i take the steps too,it'll be the dae when im back into ur heart.BABY;hurry back into my life.every single dae,having to wait on u,is like having to mend a broken heart slowly.u should noe tt my tears for u is like the falling rain,the one that need u forever,is me.i swear tt im not gonna be possesive anymore.i promise that all this is gonna last.and im gonna swear,its just the beginning.not the end=]hey sweetheart,
u're causing pain in my heart.
and it's not gonna work.
u're not healing it just by walking away.
