Saturday, August 25, 2007 2:27 AM
i just woke up..i feel veri lonely suddenly.i hate the feelin of being alone.i hate the feelin of havin nobody by my side.i dunno why but im feelin this wae...sth muz have been veri long..workin out so wrong...will sumone tell me wad is it?feelin as though everybody have left my side.i wanted to go church todae..bu i woke up late...but deep down i reali wanna go.at leat if i go church,im able to run into sumone's arm...hide in ther.i wish it would last forever actuali...so i dun have to face with anythin..i woke up todae mornin,my sister scolded me..i was rather dishearten..she confiscated my radio n disc.i was like...wth la..todae nobody ask me out...i didnt ans renee's call cuz i was still sleepin...n it ended up tt it was too late when i read her msg cuz she alreadi went it...i viewed medaline's profile ytd..i miss her alot suddenly.hopin she would be here to make me smile.cuz she's owax e one makin me laugh when i am not happi....
HAPPI 6MTHS TO KAT N ADELINE~!!!im sorri kat if i make u feel as though i dun wish to tell u any more of my problems..i dun wan u to tink tt im actuali attracting any attention.yupp...after losing u once,i fear losing u again le...glad tt we are back together as frens=]
i and janelle,germ n pris have drifted so far apart..and i just miss those times we shared together.i reali do.it must have been the cause of my attitude resultin in all this thing...and wad i miss most is those time i watch fireworks with janelle.
i said before.if i were to die,the person i cant bear to leave will be 1)janelle 2)germaine 3)katherine 4)alicia 5)oinkoink i dunno why.but perhaps ..they are my closest fren.
jan..jus v important..germ always kanna bullied...kat arx..alwaya kanna hurt by tt adeline..
see also not happi lo me...hmmm alicia stil young.hahas.yj cuz she dote on me ma.if i die,dunno wad will happen to her lo.hmmm wad a dae im havin.will sumone ask me out?!?!?!
ytd joel,yj n zh stay over in my hse..sigh.den zh so weird towards me...i noe his fone spoil..if i gt work,i first thin will buy fone for jan.,yj n zh...but i dun tink i work gt enough money oso..haha!!!!i thank everyone who has been accompanyin throughout this whole week.luckily i lsten to zh n take e first step to msg jan..but den sigh...now i n jan drift alot also....i scare me n zh wil end up nt in good terms also lei...sigh..why do one fren return yet the others have to leave?this is such a tormenting thing.nvmx i shall jus keep it all to myself.alright i tink tts for it.nth much le..so bored.n stupid joel bought me a pajamas.wtf??hahas...
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AND IM MISSING U PLENTY=]
memories we shared together;
nvr will it be forgotten.=]
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