Wednesday, August 29, 2007 7:23 AM
i dunno how im feelin rite now...todae i saw her,n ahem..and i jus think back of the past...sigh..but it has happened so long ago...no matter how much i wish time could turn back,i noe i cant...and todae yutin mention about the past....oh no...everythin seems to be passin by so fast..i had no chance to sae my feelings out.would sumone please give me a way out in life?i dunno wad i truely wan in life..oh my god!this is gettin no where!!!!i tink god mus be playin a fool with me.hes makin me turn round n round this world.searchin deep down in my heart for what i truely wan...but this game is no longer easy to play.im tired!!!!this is so torturing.i cant deny how im feelin towards u.i hate the feelin of havin to keep everythin to myself.would sumone jus try openin my sealed heart?i think i'll jus have to wait... and pretend as though im happi.im a okie gal.i jus have to fake a smile out and act thought everythin's goin fine for me.
i dun wanna noe tt ure leavin me.i dun wanna see how u're gonna turn ur back against me n walk out of my life.losin u for once is painful enough.please give me a second chance to show u how much i love u.u left me here with so many things tt ive yet to said.i wanna love u forever.i wanna be the one u'll run to when u need sumone.the one u promise to be with forever.but now tt u've alread left my side..dere's nth i can do.noein tt u will nvr return back.but im still hopelessly waitin..for ur return.i noe i have to let u go.i will..but i need sum time.why muz u end everythin when my feelin are still maintainin for u?why muz u leave with a broken vow?when is all those times when u promise tt u'll be mine?i have to force myself to let u go.i have to.in order for u to be happi.no point hangin on to u.sigh.this entry is just written out of how im feelin.but its nt specially written for anyone.its jus a wae of expressin how i use to be feelin.and i'll nvr gonna love again-/
and i do miss you badly-/ i need u to give me a hug and tell me tt u're missin me too=x
hey gal u out there,im missing u badly too!=]
ps:this entry is Not for her=]
