Friday, August 31, 2007 9:52 AM
this is gonna be the time.when im gonna sae goodbye.as in reali goodbye.i guess memories are meant to be kept deep in my heart.i dun think tt i should hold on to the both of u.since u two alreadi go on with life without me.no matter how much i reali do miss u,im nt going to sae.i will just keep it in my heart.
jewel-u use to mean everythin to me.bt i dun blame u for choosing to end this friendship.at least now i tink tt ure much more happier with life.no body would hurt u like how joanna yong did.i'll nvr forget those times when we were real close.we use to smile together.and even cry together.u use to sae..when dere's onli the two of use out there,we would be extremely close.we dun quarrel.but i guess its bcuz of *ahem's appearin in our life,we've changes.i miss those time when u're back with mr rain.sigh...those times is so enjoyable.i dote on u alot.we dun reali quarrel.sigh... i will miss those times when we go clarke quay together.sit boat together,watch movie together, talk about our own problems.i noe u wont read this entry. but i reali wish to sae tt i am truely sorri.i didnt expect things to turn out this wae.u are tired.i noe..but im changin.i wont ask you to return back.but i'll always wait on ur return;silently.nobody will noe how it hurts...sigh.i dun care who hurt me in life.but this time,its u.the person i least expect.like wad u always sae,'expect the unexpected'.i tink god is jus playin a fool with me.i have to play on.i noe.but i..sigh reali hard.i tried to forget u two...why is this hurtin me so badly?!?!?!ive been controllin my tears.i didnt cry.but deep down im missin u two reali badly.esp u.i miss hearin u shout my name'BU-NA-NA;Jo-LION and JO!'...ure the one i will nvr forget.the one hu promise me tt we will graduated together.the one who sae tt u will live in a hse urself and have a cupboard all filled with different type of cigarette.if i wan any,i can jus take.ure the one who mean so much.i stil dote alot on u.i stil care.though nobody would mention u infront of me bcuz dey dun wan me to be sad..but i was hopin i noe wad is goin on in ur life.we stil have yet to cut our hair together.yet to go out together.to buy clothes.im reali sorry for wad ive done.but why muz u leave me jus like this?i reali miss u .how i wish i had a chance to speak up.but u left me here.with everythin unsaid=x
10yrs best fren-gal,i see u grow from inmatured to a matured gal.:i dunno abt u but i noe that life hasnt been good for me without yew in my life.rite now im at my weakest time n when i needed yew most,u are not by my side,supportin me or even to pull me thru life.i dun blame yew for that cause eveything is all my fault.im the one that cause yew to have decided not to get close to me anymore..i dun blame yew at all.but all i wanna sae is that,can yew stop hurtin urself?it hurts me more.u cant solve ur problems by hurtin urself.cux the pain will be more den what u have expected.i can be dere for u wenever u nid me,though im no longer ur close frens anymore,but owax remember that i am owax thinkin of yew.n whatever you promise me,promise that u will alrights?we still haven go dxo together.u owe me a dance.we still promise each other to be room mates next time.gal,WHY MUZ U MAKE ME FEEL AS THOUGH U ARE MAKIN USE OF THIS FRENSHIP?JEWEL'S LEAVIN IS ENOUGH FOR ME,BUT WHY MUZ U ALSO GO WITH HER?i miss u.tellin me all ur problems...how have u been?im curious..i hope lif'es goin on well for u.muz learn to cherish before everythin is gone.
no words can describe how much im missing u two..im wae too hurt till i even forget how to cry.oh mine,this is so ridiculous.life shouldnt been like this for me.i hope u two will reali take care of urself.n at anytime,im still a phone call away.both of u are so heartless to walk off in front of me.both of u are so cruel..have u forgotten how we use to laugh together?how we use to hug each other?how we use to enjoy in ktv?singing songs and cryin our hearts out.how we use to cry together?how we use to share our problems.
u hurt me wae too much,that i even forget how to start crying=x.
i wll not cry,even though im deeply hurt.i dun wanna breakdown in front of anyone.i'l always remember you two.
GERM N JAN,HOW HAVE U BEEN?
IM MISSING YOU.
I HOPE U'RE MISSING ME TOO.
Sometimes people come into your life
Like they're meant to be
And suddenly you've found someone
Who sees the world like you see
And you laugh like crazy
At all the crazy things
That no one thinks are funny but you
That's when I knew
That I had a friend so true
If my world were crumbling down
You are the one I'd want around
Cause through everything you've shown me that
You were the one who had my back
Remember the laughs
Then add up the dreams
And take it to the nth degree
We'll be friends forever
Cause you'll be forever in my heart
That's where best friends are
There will always be hard times
I'm glad I've got you to see me through
And I will never forget your smile
I just have to say thank you
For being there always
Even the darkest days
Especially when you didn't have to
That's when I knew
I had a friend in you
So if your world should fall apart
Call me I'll run to where you are
I only hope that I can be
Half of the friend you've been to me
Where would I be
Without you by my side loving me
Anyone can see that we're the real thing
No matter what and always
We're best friends forever
It has been so long since we have talked I hope that things are still the same hoping they will never change cause what we had can't be replaced don't let our memories fade away keep me in your heart for always You made me believe that I can do almost anything stood right by me through the tears through everything I'll remember you, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for you, no matter what you're goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you I promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we cried You'll always be the sun in my sky It may be fate that brings us back to meet again someday Even though we go seprate ways You made me believe that I can do almost anything You stood right by me through the tears through everything I'll remember yooooou, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for yooooou, no matter what your goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you If the day should come when you need someone (you know that i'll follow) I will be there Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you, you I'll remember you, and baby that's forever true you're the one that I'll always miss never thought it would feel like this I'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' through in my heart you'll always be, forever baby I'll remember you Forever baby, I'll remember you.
it ends with a goodbye.
